Mindful~Heartful

Transcendental Thought

2012-01-17T17:26:00.001-08:00

one hears another say
everything is dying
but one
also sees everything
is living

and just as everyone
is suffering
so too is everyone
healing

just as so many
feel so separate
and alone
we are one
and together

beyond the scope
of subjective-isms
of self vs.
them & other

beyond the
ideology of
living one's truth
where-in
others truth means
to hell with everyone else
I must serve myself

::there is another self::

one that serves
the other
loves the other

despite how much
they hurt
they abandon
they kill
they hate
because "they"
has always
and ever
has been
"we"
we is us
us is me
is I AM

In that I am-ness
in the trancendental
thought

away from they
are what I am not

where all is
i am

it is in that space
that you will
find you

and the
idea of me
and you
them and us
matters not

save the one

all is as one

beyond the surface
beyond the
veil of separation
distortion
from any
people's portion

we are IT
all is now
now is IT
IT IS...

is is is is is is is

:::infinitum:::

eternal

so what does one
as one
for one

do with this
understanding?

give to one
accept one
love one
be one

The Ocean Said to Me Once

2012-01-17T17:01:00.001-08:00

The ocean said to me once,
"Look!
Yonder on the shore
Is a woman, weeping.
I have watched her.
Go you and tell her this --
Her lover I have laid
In cool green hall.
There is wealth of golden sand
And pillars, coral-red;
Two white fish stand guard at his bier.

"Tell her this
And more --
That the king of the seas
Weeps too, old, helpless man.
The bustling fates
Heap his hands with corpses
Until he stands like a child
With a surplus of toys."

Stephen Crane
(born on
11/01 also)

Choice in Affirmation

2012-01-17T16:47:00.001-08:00

I choose to live by choice,

Not by chance.

I choose to make changes,

Not excuses.

I choose to be motivated,

Not manipulated.

I choose to be useful,

Not used.

I choose self-esteem,

Not self-pity.

I choose to excel,

Not compete.

I choose to listen to the Inner-Voice,

Not the random opinions of others.

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The Door

2012-01-17T16:43:00.003-08:00

Is Always Open...

Portal

2012-01-17T16:31:00.000-08:00

.:Press . Picture . Portal:.

Ah...

2010-02-06T16:29:00.000-08:00

The caress of

your understanding

soothes my soul

words stream

from thy lips

as the rain to a

withering flower

parched from

moons of

drought

The warm glow

of adoration

calls forth

buds to form

so they may

unfold

&

envelope you

with sweetness

the blooms

arise

to greet

the light

of your

brilliance

all else

falls away

the petals

and leaves of past

seasons

...this alone

becomes the

meaning of

existence

as I

yearn

to yield

the fruit

of my heart

where all

fear

&

pain

dissolve

into a

blissful

surrender

Cosmic Love

2010-02-06T16:28:00.001-08:00

beloved

I've been

with you all along

Only, I didn't see it

the way I do now

when I have felt

withheld from love

the tender caress, the kisses

I saw that every drop from the sky

are wet kisses from the clouds

and every blow of your breath

from the wind

the caress.

hug me in the

warmth of your

solar embrace

my love is

as big as you

I want to

shine in my heart

like the galaxies

that grace the vision

you have bestowed me with

I am in awe of your intelligence

and the cosmic laws

you have manifest into being.

I begin seeing

you

with fresh eyes

like a newborn

babe

to her

parents

Ra Ma Dan

2009-12-05T16:06:00.000-08:00

BISMI-LLAHI-R-RAHAMANI-R-RAHIM

 

in the name of allah,  rahman, rahim

"In the name of God, most Gracious, most Compassionate".

Bismillah

To say bismillah is to humbly offer one's self as a vehicle for the glory and majesty of The One.

ir rahman ir rahim

These two terms rahman and rahim refer to attributes of the One. While they are often translated simply as Merciful and Compassionate, the roots of the words point to a deeper meaning.Both rahman and rahim are derived from the Semitic root r-h-m which indicates something of the utmost tenderness which provides protection and nourishment, and that from which all of creation is brought into being. And indeed, the root rhm has meanings of womb, kinship, relationship, loving-kindness, mercy, compassion, and nourishing-tenderness.Thus, both rahman and rahim point toward that which emerges from the source of all creation, while also conveying a sense of tenderness, loving-kindness, protection and nourishment.The term rahman is a very emphatic statement, and then the sentiment is echoed by being immediately followed by the use of another form of the same root-word. Such repetition is a joyful celebration of this Divine attribute, much the same as saying "The One who is the Supreme Loving-Kindness, oh such Loving-Kindness".These two words, rahman and rahim, also express slightly different variations of meaning, as described in the following paragraphs.

rahman:The term rahman describes that aspect of the source of all creation which is endlessly radiating, endlessly nourishing, regardless of who or what is receiving the endless flow of blessings.Rahmân conveys the idea of fullness and extensiveness, indicating the great quality of love and mercy which engulfs all of creation without regard to any effort or request on our part.According to Ibn Qayyum (1350 AD), rahmân describes the quality of abounding Grace which is inherent in and inseparable from the Almighty.

rahim:

On the other hand, the term rahim describes that aspect of the source which is issued forth only in response to the actions and behavior of the recipient. It is in this manner that God takes ten steps toward us when we take even a single step toward God.Rahîm conveys the idea of constant renewal and giving liberal reward in response to the quality of our deeds and thoughts.According to Ibn Qayyum (1350 AD), rahîm expresses the continuous manifestation of the Grace in our lives and its effect upon us as a result of our own activities.

ir rahman ir rahim:

Rahman points toward the Beneficent One whose endless outpouring of love and mercy are continually showered upon all of creation, while Rahim points toward the Merciful One whose love and mercy are manifested in that which is received as the consequence of one's deeds.So, the phrase ir rahman ir rahim is a recognition and honoring of the very source of all existence, the source of all blessings, the source of all compassion, the source of all mercy who gives endlessly to us and who also responds according to our moral integrity, our harmony with all of creation and our love of the Supreme One Being.

{source}

Doors to Perception

2009-10-28T16:58:00.000-07:00

Doors to perception

within thine mind

open to thine

sacred life...

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.:Gandhi:.

2009-10-02T17:32:00.000-07:00

In honor of Mohandas Gandhi's birth...

There is an indefinable mysterious power that pervades
everything, I feel it though I do not see it. It is this unseen power
which makes itself felt and yet defies all proof, because it is so
unlike all that I perceive through my senses. It transcends the senses.
But it is possible to reason out the existence of God to a limited
extent. Even in ordinary affairs we know that people do not know who
rules or why and how He rules and yet they know that there is a power
that certainly rules.

In my tour last year in Mysore I met
many poor villagers and I found upon inquiry that they did not know who
ruled Mysore. They simply said some God ruled it. If the knowledge of
these poor people was so limited about their ruler I who am infinitely
lesser in respect to God than they to their ruler need not be surprised
if I do not realize the presence of God - the King of Kings.
Nevertheless, I do feel, as the poor villagers felt about Mysore, that
there is orderliness in the universe, there is an unalterable law
governing everything and every being that exists or lives. It is not a
blind law, for no blind law can govern the conduct of living being and
thanks to the marvelous researches of Sir J. C. Bose it can now be
proved that even matter is life. That law then which governs all life
is God. Law and the law-giver are one. I may not deny the law or the
law-giver because I know so little about it or Him. Just as my denial
or ignorance of the existence of an earthly power will avail me nothing
even so my denial of God and His law will not liberate me from its
operation, whereas humble and mute acceptance of divine authority makes
life's journey easier even as the acceptance of earthly rule makes life
under it easier.

I do dimly perceive that whilst everything
around me is ever changing, ever dying there is underlying all that
change a living power that is changeless, that holds all together, that
creates, dissolves and recreates. That informing power of spirit is
God, and since nothing else that I see merely through the senses can or
will persist, He alone is. And is this power benevolent or malevolent ?

I see it as purely benevolent, for I can see that in the midst of death
life persists, in the midst of untruth truth persists, in the midst of
darkness light persists.

Hence I gather that God is life,
truth, light. He is love. He is the supreme Good. But He is no God who
merely satisfies the intellect, if He ever does. God to be God must
rule the heart and transform it. He must express himself in every
smallest act of His votary. This can only be done through a definite
realization, more real than the five senses can ever produce. Sense
perceptions can be and often are false and deceptive, however real they
may appear to us. Where there is realization outside the senses it is
infallible. It is proved not by extraneous evidence but in the
transformed conduct and character of those who have felt the real
presence of God within.

Such testimony is to be found in the
experiences of an unbroken line of prophets and sages in all countries
and climes. To reject this evidence is to deny oneself. This
realization is preceded by an immovable faith.

He who would in
his own person test the fact of God's presence can do so by a living
faith and since faith itself cannot be proved by extraneous evidence
the safest course is to believe in the moral government of the world
and therefore in the supremacy of the moral law, the law of truth and
love.

Exercise of faith will be the safest where there is a
clear determination summarily to reject all that is contrary to truth
and love. I confess that I have no argument to convince through reason.
Faith transcends reason. All that I can advise is not to attempt the
impossible.

Destiny

2009-07-29T17:28:00.000-07:00

the voice of spirit

has its own language

which can only be heard

within one's heart

and the art of listening

requires an answer

to its calling...

^~press.picture.portal~^

Sikh ~er

2009-07-01T22:23:00.000-07:00

ੴ ਸਤਿ ਨਾਮੁ

ੴ सति नामु

Ek-onkaar sat naam

One Universal Creator God

The Name Is Truth

To learn more about Sikhism go to Sikhi Wiki

..::Sublimation::..

2009-06-19T12:08:00.000-07:00

..::सुब्लिमेशन::..
Sublimation

Energy emoting

through a central self

centered

&

still

with

intention

&

will

tonal shifts

in strength of sound

resonating

rythms

harmonize

&

resound

a

powerful potency

found its ground

anchored through

Muladhara

the sacred sacral base

red rooted

feeds

the

orange space

swirls and eddies

build in this place

before expansive

exponential

flowing

expounding

what needs to surface

from the realms

of inner knowing

Sexual sensations

signaling from source

calls for

sublimation

of the

Svadisthana force

creational function

flows

from the farthest

depths of daath

channeled through the subtle body

creating

a vibrational vortex path

flowing into

a solar hue

and transmuted

through

to

Sahasrara

so connective

channels are made

for the breath of fire

to pervade

bridging between

in purification

and vision

manifesting

with

precision

fluctuations

form

flowing

continually

while feelings

are freeing

through the portal

of ones being

..::emergence::..

2009-06-19T11:39:00.000-07:00

एमेर्गेंस

We are shifting

ever

unfolding

awareness

expanses

of universal mind

finding

the truth of

being

seeing

our united vision

a recollection

of fragmentary mind

reuniting to ONE

visions transcending

divisions

no space and time

converging

coalescing

congealing

in our essence

of eternal

consciousness

sublime

resonators of frequency

charged

magnetic

and primed

with a

sound mind

and opened

heart

we

start

manifesting

with

intense

intentions

of

will

as we

fulfill

the desire

of

human kind

~Image linked to Artist~

divinity

re emerges

in equanimity

a balanced

distribution

a

dispensation

pouring

provisional

prophecy

in permeation

for our

permutation

our cocoon

of creation

the now

in convergence

:::meta:::

morphisizing

united

in a

transcendental

emergence

Mindful

2009-06-10T16:15:00.000-07:00

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Truth Behind the Name

2009-05-25T16:18:00.000-07:00

Created In YHVH's Image and Likeness

יהוה

...and at the birth of the anointed one...
...three kings visit...
:::::: שׂ ::::::
This is the name YHShVH

יהשוה

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::::I will put My law in their inward parts, and write it on their hearts::::

The covenant is LOVEhonored by the divine threefold flame
conferred uponall servantsis the sacred name
It is not intendedmerely for someonefrom our pastnor is it the name ofsomeone who shallcomein the future

It is the latentpotential of everyhuman being
which can befully realizedif all would but see
that ::I am:: you& you are me

Naw-Ruz . Nowrūz . نوروز

2009-03-21T16:20:00.000-07:00

Happy New Year

image linked

Work of the Chariot

2009-03-15T16:28:00.000-07:00

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ājñā

2009-03-03T16:32:00.000-08:00

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Illumine

2009-02-15T16:34:00.000-08:00

Made up of

a cosmic consciousness

animating

all form

our mind is

an electrical storm

pulsing within

and steadily
growing

Our connection to source

& our inner knowing

Form & Fun

2008-12-23T16:36:00.000-08:00

Forms of frozen
liquid life
show the
sacred
six pointed
shape

for fun
with making your
own snowflakes

click here
to create

I...

2008-12-12T16:38:00.000-08:00

I am thine

beloved

I am thine

Dream

2008-12-04T16:40:00.000-08:00

souls signal

longings mingle

compelled

to

connect

Like an angel

he flew

to me

on wings of

a promise

untold

like a dream

this life unfolds

like a flower

it opens...

ever a dream

I have

ever a dream

I want

ever a dream

I feel..

I surrender to the dream...

until it becomes real...

~image linked~

Dispensation

2008-11-09T16:45:00.001-08:00

my first flash creation

pun intended

;-)

Unifying Principle

2008-11-02T16:57:00.000-08:00

transcend

any thought of

"me"

and

embrace

the truth of

"we"

our ever

expanding

entity

evolving

throughout

eternity

My Secret Heart - Excerpts

What Happens... (Hafiz)

2008-10-25T16:59:00.000-07:00

What happens when your soul
Begins to awaken
Your eyes
And your heart
And the cells of your body
To the great Journey of Love?

First there is wonderful laughter
And probably precious tears

And a hundred sweet promises
And those heroic vows
No one can ever keep.

But still God is delighted and amused
You once tried to be a saint.

What happens when your soul
Begins to awake in this world

To our deep need to love
And serve the Friend?

O the Beloved
Will send you
One of His wonderful, wild companions ~
Like Hafiz.

Aura Imaging & Chakra Energy...

2008-10-20T17:02:00.000-07:00

At SF's Green Festival
April 2007

I had a green aura with some turquoise.

At SF's Wisdom Festival
October 2008

I still have a green aura with some turquoise & blue too...

here is the meaning of the colors:

GREEN AURA COLOR: Relates to heart and lungs. It is a very comfortable, healthy color of nature. When seen in the aura this usually represents growth and balance, and most of all, something that leads to change. Love of people, animals, nature; teacher; social

Bright emerald green: A healer, also a love-centered person

Yellow-Green: Creative with heart, communicative

Turquoise: Relates to the immune system. Sensitive, compassionate, healer, therapist.

BLU AURA COLOR: Relates to the throat, thyroid. Cool, calm, and collected. Caring, loving, love to help others, sensitive, intuitive.

Soft blue: Peacefulness, clarity and communication; truthful; intuitive

Bright royal blue: Clairvoyant; highly spiritual nature; generous; on the right path; new opportunities are coming

I also got an aura report that
registered my chakra colors

crown=lavender
3rd eye=white
throat=ultra violet
heart=light violet
solar plexus=white
sex= lavender
root=white

the report also listed the amount of chakra energy
on a scale from 1-100

Crown (Sahasrara) between 90-100
3rd eye (Ajna) between 90-100
throat (Vishuddha) between 90-100
heart (Anahata) between 80-90
solar plexus (Manipura) between 60-70
sex chakra (Ssvadisthana) between 50-60
root chakra (Muladhara) between 40-50

the mind body spirit graph
shows the predominance of my energy.
body= 16.22%
mind=16.69%
spirit=67.09%

at the time of the reading,
the report stated that my aura was balanced at 50,
but that I had a predominance of Yang energy...

This Being Human

2008-10-16T22:02:00.000-07:00

This being human

Is a sacred being

the essence of who and what

human-ness is

goes beyond

our ability to

fathom

this

being human

requires our awareness

cultivation of such

can unlock what

is nested

within...

Element~ary Understanding

2008-10-16T22:00:00.000-07:00

formless as a cloud

upon the wind

::I am within you::

held and surrounded

by the air of my breath

you are within me

the fires of my energy

flame within you

the waters of my life

pour through you

the soil of my body

holds you

sustains you

in nourishment

I support you in your growth

in glory

I behold you

and your beauty

as the sower

in the garden of

e.din

what is me

the culmination of

an evolution of

my eternal being

you as I

in the sacred dance

of our

life

as

:::ONE:::

Beauty

2008-10-16T21:48:00.001-07:00

Beauty

Is my heart's

Mind-transcendence-hope.

~

My heart's aspiration-beauty-flames

Are destined to climb

The transcendental Heights

Of the Beyond.

~

When I look at a child,

He gives me

His soul-beauty-dreams.

~

Eternity's Beauty

Is in my mind's

Self-control.

Infinity's Beauty

Is in my life's

Transformation-goal.

~

You are God's Beauty:

Beauty human,

Beauty divine,

Beauty supreme.

This lofty truth shall forever remain unchallenged.

~

Earth's beauty

Is in its soulfully smiling hope.

Heaven's beauty

Is in its peacefully loving promise.

~Sri Chinmoy

Loving Kindness

2008-10-16T21:19:00.000-07:00

:::my love is a gift:::

and to those whom

have received

my blessing

are touched

by my

presence

in ways

beyond

:::

remember

in those moments

when one feels bereft

the unopened present...

image is a portal
with love
from
the immortal

love or in love?

2008-10-14T17:03:00.000-07:00

no one can be in water in an empty dry river bed
we need a river filled with clean pure crystal clear water
to jump into the river and be in water

a heart needs to be filled with pure divine love
a heart needs to be connected to the source of love - the creator of love
a heart connected to the creator is a river filled with ever flowing divine love

the key difference between "love" and "in love"
is an absolute YES to each other
and a repeated continuous YES to all needs of loved ones

learn to say YES to the needs of love
and learn to open for the creator

to be a flowing river of divine love and to offer others
to be in love with you as soon as they open their hearts
the heart of the loving and the heart of the loved one needs to be open
- else none can be in love

and if your loved one refuses to open his / her heart
then it is time for her / him to lose all
to become aware of what he / she refused to accept and denied to give
and much later one day - all hearts hungry for love shall be open for
love and be IN LOVE again...

{source}

We Are Made One with What We Touch and See

2008-10-10T17:09:00.000-07:00

We are resolved into the supreme air,
We are made one with what we touch and see,
With our heart's blood each crimson sun is fair,
With our young lives each springimpassioned tree
Flames into green, the wildest beasts that range
The moor our kinsmen are, all life is one, and all is change.

With beat of systole and of diastole
One grand great life throbs through earth's giant heart,
And mighty waves of single Being roll
From nerveless germ to man, for we are part
Of every rock and bird and beast and hill,
One with the things that prey on us, and one with what we kill

One sacrament are consecrate, the earth
Not we alone hath passions hymeneal,
The yellow buttercups that shake for mirth
At daybreak know a pleasure not less real
Than we do, when in some freshblossoming wood
We draw the spring into our hearts, and feel that life is good

Is the light vanished from our golden sun,
Or is this daedalfashioned earth less fair,
That we are nature's heritors, and one
With every pulse of life that beats the air?
Rather new suns across the sky shall pass,
New splendour come unto the flower, new glory to the grass.

And we two lovers shall not sit afar,
Critics of nature, but the joyous sea
Shall be our raiment, and the bearded star
Shoot arrows at our pleasure! We shall be
Part of the mighty universal whole,
And through all Aeons mix and mingle with the Kosmic Soul!.

We shall be notes in that great Symphony
Whose cadence circles through the rhythmic spheres,
And all the live World's throbbing heart shall be
One with our heart, the stealthy creeping years
Have lost their terrors now, we shall not die,
The Universe itself shall be our Immortality!.

~Oscar Wilde

Transmission from Jaananda

2008-09-01T17:17:00.000-07:00

transmission

galaxies form stars

stars form the elements

the elements are atoms

atoms have electrons

electrons have axial spin

electrons orbit a nucleus

elements makeup the earth

the earth rotates on its own axis

the earth is part of

a cluster of planets

this cluster of planets

orbits the sun

the sun rotates

on its own axis

the sun is part of

a cluster of stars

this cluster of stars

rotates on its own axis

this cluster of stars

orbits the milky way galaxy

the milky way rotates

on its own axis

the milky way is part of

a cluster of galaxies

this cluster of galaxies

rotates on its own axis

clusters of galaxies

orbit a central point

this is called

the super galaxy

the super galaxy

rotates on its own axis

the super galaxy

is part of ....

this is called

the universe

the realm

of the physical body

the space time continuum

the creation

matter

mother nature

the divine mother

maya or MA

every bit of matter

has the sum total

of all of these

gravity like circular

gyroscopic

momentum force vectors

acting on every atom

in each instance of time

we live

within

wheels

within

wheels !!!

we are

composed of

atoms

formed in stars

within galaxies

scientists

have proved that

splitting atoms

creates

a release of

phenomenal

ENERGY

E=mc

the law of

conservation of energy

states that

energy

can neither be

created nor destroyed

therefore

this

energy

has

always

been

and is

older

than the

physical universe

this energy

is present

NOW

within every atom

of your body

this energy

is conscious

and

intelligent

IT

is the

SELF

organizing

priciple

within

NATURE

IT

is what

guides

the grand design

of

NATURE

IT

is the

SOURCE ENERGY

IT

is the

Spirit of Nature

IT

is your

deepest

SELF

IT

is your

LIFE FORCE

IT

is your

SPIRIT

IT

is what

we call

GOD

Brahma

The Creator

The TAO

The Source

Wakantanka

ALLAH

YHVH

JAH

and

OM

the

laws

of

nature

are

this

energy

encoded

within

those

laws

is

an

intelligent

genetic

evolutionary

impulse

to

evolve

life

forms

which

have

an

ever

increasing

ability

for

self

awareness

the

ability

for

deep

thought

and

feeling

leading

to

the

real

wisdom

of

knowing

the

actual

truth

of

their

own

existence

which

IS

that

the

ultimate

purpose

of

life

IS

the

absolute

joy

of

living

in

harmony

with

who

they

really

are

on

the

deepest

level

the

SOURCE

ENERGY

IT

SELF

your ability

to

FEEL

IT

and

LIVE

in harmony

with

IT

is the extent to

which you are

SELF REALIZED

One can discover

this through

MEDITATION

you can

SEE

IT

with the

minds eye

as the

purest

inner light

of your

being

CLAIRVOYANCE

you can

HEAR

IT

WITHIN

as the

sound

of all your atoms

ZINGING

the music of the spheres

the OM

CLAIRAUDIENCE

you can

FEEL

IT

in your

deepest heart

as the total

unconditional

LOVE

of your

BEING

COSMIC CONSCIOUSNESS

IT

is

your

Self

Unfolding

JOY

IT

exists within

every cell

of your body

this is

not intellectual

the only intellectual part

is learning how

to allow

your

JOY

to unfold

to realize how

to get out

of the WAY

this is

true

WISDOM

once you begin to

FEEL

IT

YOU

KNOW

IT

NOW

is the only

TIME

to KNOW

IT

along the

WAY

you enter

what the

SUFIS

call

HAAL

and the

YOGIS

call

SAMADHI

a timeless state

where

ONE

KNOWS

the

SELF

as

PURE

INTELLIGENT

AWARENESS

EXISTING

in

ABSOLUTE

BLISS

to

KNOW

IT

IS

to

FEEL

IT

to

FEEL

IT

IS

to

KNOW

IT

enter this

JOY

NOW!!!

FEEL

IT

KNOW

IT

NOW

to

eliminate

the feeling of

separation

and merge with

the source of life

within you

is to

align

your

SELF

with

the

energy

within the

atomic structure

that creates

your

BEING

through

centuries

of

political

cultural

and

religious

exploitation

most

human

beings

have

forgotten

how to

do this

they have

lost touch

with their

real

SELF

the universal

essence

of all

life

in the

Universe

and the

state of our planet

reflects this

to know how

to meditate

is your

birth right

and

is as

basic

to your

human nature

as

smelling

tasting

eating

sleeping

walking

talking

breathing

seeing

hearing

thinking

feeling

and

sexual

intercourse

all

human

activities

we

know

how to do

quite well

through

the

direct

experience

of

deep

meditation

you

experience

your

SELF

as

IT

actually

IS

your

attention

is unmodified

by

fear

visions

concepts

thought

projections

religion

philosophy

ideas

body

consciousness

the

passing of time

thinking

about the

future

or the

past

you

enter a

state

of

PURE

LOVING

STILLNESS

where

you

feel

completely

FREE

this

STATE

of

BEING

or

FEELING

ATTUNEMENT

causes

you

to

SEE

WHO

YOU

REALLY

ARE

the

beautiful

eternal

deathless

unchanging

SELF

existing in

total

freedom

beyond

space

and

beyond

time

at the

center

of all things

created

and

uncreated

knowing

your

SELF

in this way

gives

YOU

the practical

experiential

WISDOM

on how

to end

your

identification

with your

planetary

chakra karma

DNA body mind

ego personality

space time vehicle

complex

it is your

KARMA YOGA

or

SPIRITUAL SADHANA

to

practice

SANATANA DHARMA

the

Eternal Religion

of

TRUTH

to

perfectly

achieve this

while

being

in your body

is to

attain

a

BREATHLESS

state

and

therefor

DEATHLESS

state

the

BUDDHISTS

call

NIRVANA

the

SUFIS

call

FANA

and the

YOGI'S

call

NIRBIKALPA SAMADHI

a

never

ending

Samadhi

the

highest

form

of

YOGA

IMMORTALITY

the

AIM

of

HUMAN LIFE

© Jaananda

Envision

2008-08-19T17:16:00.000-07:00

We are ONE stream of energy

containing all colors, tones and frequencies

To Find the Beloved

2008-07-21T17:25:00.000-07:00

"Thou must cleanse thyself
Of the conceit of little knowledge;
Thou must purify thyself
Of thy heart and mind;
Thou must renounce all
Thy companions,
Thy friends, thy family,
Thy father, thy mother,
Thy sister and thy brother;
Yea,
Thou must renounce all;
Thou must destroy
Thy self utterly
To find the beloved,"

J. Krishnarmurti

test

2008-02-06T19:55:00.000-08:00

The Key Is...

Balance

Twin Flame Physics

2007-11-23T17:50:00.001-08:00

CRACKING THE CODE: PHYSICS OF TWIN FLAME RELATIONSHIP
by Angelina Heart

Twin Flame relationship is the ultimate balancing of the two primal forces of creation: the divine feminine energy and the divine masculine energy. These are not genders, but rather, forces or charges. This dynamic bond is present in every act of creation, from the origination of star systems right down to the most minute subatomic levels. What follows is a rather in-depth expose about this relationship as the ultimate physics lesson.

There is a relatively new billion dollar business of finding one's soul-mate through "scientific" psycho/spiritual analysis and matching of co-equivalents. In fact, in 2005 alone, over 5 million people took advantage of this type of service in the US. It is hawked on television commercials, in our magazines and on our internet… "Just complete our questionnaire and we will find your one true mate in 72 hours --- guaranteed, or your money back!" Were that it were so easy.

WHERE DOES THE CONCEPT OF ONE TRUE MATE ORIGINATE
& WHY DO WE OBSESS ABOUT IT?

Our history, religions, legends, myths, and fairytales are laced with archetypal tales of the two who are one. They are ever represented by the complementary energies of the divine feminine and the divine masculine principles that when united create a force of love so powerful that they become the ultimate tale of ecstasy and joy (the much longed for "happily ever after") It has been said that this duo unveils in flesh the Alpha and the Omega.

When we live in a world of duality, overcome with ego, selfishness, limitation, terrible lack of vision, pain, disillusionment and the loss of marriage as a true spiritual contract, loss of spirit as the center of human life, it's hard for most to imagine any kind of "True Love."

But Earth is only a little theater of struggle and limitation that we created ourselves, lived out in form by characters we have created from ourselves. In fact, the fairy tale is truer than the illusions we have created. AND the reason your heart is ever longing for and searching for your true mate, is because you actually have one and this knowledge is encoded in your very DNA.

All human beings long to be truly seen, known, embraced and loved; to be cherished for the truth beneath our stories, knowing deep inside that our stories are only ways in which we grow. Every single incarnate soul longs to join with his complementary energy – the other half of his heart. This longing is actually encoded within our DNA to ensure our conscious reunion.

You may think you are in love with someone, but you are not. You are in love with what others mirror back to you about yourself. As we return to a higher consciousness, all will understand that the union we seek is, absolutely and only, the merging of the balance of the Divine Feminine and Divine Masculine aspects of SELF.

Relationships in duality consciousness in this third dimension have merely provided an educational platform. A relationship with any person, condition, place or thing only mirrors facets of yourself back to you. So, looking for love outside of yourself or seeking another to validate you or add meaning to your life is a waste of precious time. Romance is about romancing the ONE and the One is God. And as Twin Flames reunite, they become One.

It is a dichotomy, a grand paradox of life, but this is how it works in our reality.----as soon as you become the fullness of the Twin Flame energy, giving forth God's limitless love continually from the conduit of your heart, your Twin Flame will appear before you as a SYMBOL in the form of another.

Sounds like applying for a loan. You can only get one if you don't need one, eh?

Regardless of how diligently you search for this essence, this identical essence within the opposite body of soul energy, you will never find it, for the search will lead you only right back to your own soul. There is not a single method, exercise, or initiation that can bypass the mirror that reflects you back to you!

Your Twin Flame is not LIKE you, It IS you, and all intimate relationship with another entity is a relationship between yourself and God.

The journey here is about two things:
1) Self discovery in RELATIONSHIP to others, and
2) Learning how to manage and balance the divine feminine and masculine creative energy in a way that reveres ALL life and inures to the benefit of the Whole.

THE PRIMAL FORCE OF CREATION

Mother-Father God/ Source/ All That Is (the ultimate unity consciousness,) can be expressed as the originating force of creation. That primal force of creation is present on every level of life and is sexual in nature as it involves the combining of two primal energies. Every planet, star, and every life in every galaxy is born of sexual union. The truth of our beings encompasses the entire spectrum of creation.

A. One of the primal energies is the divine feminine principle, the ocean of the substance of creation we refer to as Love, and the other, the divine masculine principle, the bolt of lightning, the WILL, the THOUGHT which penetrates the substance of creation, creating the pattern or energy mold

B. The interaction causes heat, (FEELING) which then causes motion as it excites the electrons with increased vibration. These excited electrons then begin to spin, following the pattern of the spiral, creating a vortex.

C. The faster they spin (with e-MOTION, OR ENERGY IN MOTION) the larger the vortex becomes.

D. As the electrons are pulled into the vortex they collide, creating massive amounts of holographic energy. The key is this: Whatever is held as the thought mold in the center of the vortex is given LIFE as this e-motion is multiplied. In science we call this process "Fusion"

God is always More. God is always a YES to creation.

The only resulting energy of the atomic union of the male/female energy is love. That's all there is. Whether it be frozen or fluid --- it is still only Love, qualified through conscious direction of the creator(s), out picturing in symbols of this dimension. It is only light vibrating at different rates of speed and it gets frozen (more solid) when the symbol moves away from its true nature. There is no true duality --- only love and a world of ego dreaming it could be separate from Source –playing out limitless possibilities of that dream.

God, in its endless Love, the great size, strength and depth we can only imagine, realized that it was the greatest beauty and most magnificent Love with no object upon which to lavish itself. Then arose the idea of the other; the exploration of how to give Love, how to express who and what God is.

As GOD moved upon itself with Will (Thought) and sparked the ethers of its substance of love contained within, giving it direction, it made its FIRST SPLIT OR FIRST DIVISION; its first fusion reaction, creating more of itself – more love in holographic form within countless "cells." This was the first experience of Separation and density known as light.

This FIRST SPLIT is referred to in the scientific literature as the Big Bang. The Judeo/Christian religions have termed it Genesis. In spiritual terms it is commonly referred to as the Ongoing Moment of Creation. In this holographic expansion of the Source, each "cell" created from this union now reflected perfectly these two divine principles; the two who are one, re- creating the first moment of creation. A pure hologram of God, yet with unique individuality and just enough of a degree of separation to reflect God's perfection back to one another in complementary energy. This is represented within our religious literature SYMBOLICALLY as the DIVISION OF ONENESS FROM ANDROGYNY TO MALE/FEMALE.

These "identical" frequencies exist in opposite bodies of energies. These are definite charges, definite energies, with the female being negative and the male being positive, and are everywhere present in nature, the cosmos and every creation. These two energies, who are in fact one being (for one cannot exist without the other), have also been referred to historically by many names: Twin Rays, Twin Souls, Soul Mates, Split-aparts, Divine Counterparts, Celestial Marriage Partners, etc. --- but rather than argue semantics, I'll refer to them as Twin Flames. You have only ONE Twin Flame; a unique, identical vibrational signature that is common only to individual Twin Flames from the First Split,

Within the joint womb created by the Union of these principles, any desire held as a thought mold will draw the atomic energy from their fusion and will coalesce into the symbol of that form.

You have only one Twin Flame, though it has many manifestations within the multidimensional divisions of itself. TWIN FLAMES ARE NOT GENDERS, but rather, complementary energy forms.

These are the very heart cells of God, as they became the vehicle through which God expanded self, experiencing new and wonderful creation by ex-pressing divine love into new molds. As these cells passionately created More Love through the same atomic process of Love-Making, they created worlds without end and billions of forms, which became worlds and dimensions of the radiant emergence of Love in relationship to that which is the Source. Since they are holographic, God is the giver, God is the gift and God is the receiver in this great Circle of Life. All of their creations existed within them, as even they, existed within God. This is referred to archetypically through Judeo/Christian faiths as Adam and Eve creating in the Garden of Eden.

Let's call this History of the World, Part I.

But there came a knowing in the consciousness of God that in this state of holographic perfection, the "children" of God were not becoming individualized or sovereign powers with co-creative abilities due to the proximity of their relationship to the source. The only way to achieve this sovereignty would be to distance these "children" from the Source in a safe place where they would not be tempted to magnetically rush back into the Source's perfection. (Just as we send our children from our orbits to gain their sovereignty.) So the children of the First Split (Twin Flames) began to extend PARTS of themselves into lower, slower, more dense levels of consciousness whose vibratory frequency literally create a veil of forgetfulness while each came to understand how to assume his creatorship and sovereignty individually.

There was too much energy to be contained within one physical embodiment, so the atomic holographic replication of the Twin Flame energy was "split and split and split," so to speak, with some fragments retained in physicality and some in non-physicality, as all the parts of God went forth to garner intelligence and wisdom.

This has been referred to SYMBOLICALLY as the leaving of the Garden of Eden, wherein we chose to clothe ourselves in density and participate in an education of duality. Tasting of the tree of Good and Evil.

We refer to this safe space as the third dimensional schoolroom of planet Earth --- a frequency held in a Time/Space continuum. But – the hologram of the Source still exists within our individualized DNA patterns, and within this – the memory of not only our at-one-ment with Source, but also with our divine complementary pattern – our Twin Flame.

Each half of the whole, the two who are one, were destined to always carry the vibratory signature of their original complementary pattern. Therefore, even if you cannot see your Twin Flame, they are always with you. (These are symbolized by the Yin Yang sign – the complementary dot in the other half.) Because of the atomic nature of the creative potential when these two halves are joined physically, the two halves were separated in embodiment until such time as they could raise their individual frequencies to a certain level of consciousness. Their untimely joining in ego consciousness could otherwise result in atomic destruction; destruction that can actually destroy soul matter.

As these separated beings fell lower and lower into slower and more dense levels of consciousness (the fall of man) they each experienced multiple incarnations in both the male and female gender, though each being always retains the primary vibratory pattern of either the divine feminine principle or the divine masculine. This allowed them the experience of balancing these forces within themselves and assisted in attaining their full power and individualized sovereignty.

In this experience of education where individualized ego was intended to assist soul to evolve, the density became so congealed, so slow, that, for the most part, the soul lost conscious contact with the higher dimensional aspects of its multidimensional self and ego practically became the sole ruler of the identity. The ego was never intended to create selfishness and negativity. In a world disconnected, however, belief in separation from source, our Twin Flame, one another and all life became the accepted mass consciousness. Survival became the ego's playground.

Let's call this History of the World, Part II.

This mutually agreed upon expansion of God was called the great "out-breath".

THE HOMECOMING

Now God has made the clarion call for the Homecoming, for Love is the true nature of our beings. The great "in-breath" has begun. The lower dimensional aspects of the "children" of God are being awakened from the dream in the theater of duality for the encoding within our DNA for unity consciousness has been activated.

During our sojourn we have indeed achieved our individuality, and now understand our Thoughts and Feelings create our reality and that we are responsible for our creations and how they affect the whole. We have played every role: sinner and saint, villain and hero. Our creative power will be expressed by the completely unique beings that we have become, with a strong awareness of ourselves that nothing else could have afforded save our sojourn through ego and back into spiritual individuality.

However, during this education, we have created countless destructive energy forms which need to be recycled back into their primary substance for re-use in a constructive fashion. Also, the vibratory signature of the belief in separation created by ego is still strong. The energy required to shatter these energy forms is atomic in nature.

Hence, God is asking for the return in consciousness of Twin Flames. This is a special dispensation for they have never been allowed to join until such time as each complementary half had risen to the pure vibration of love. Those beings called to this reunion will be of a certain level of consciousness who have agreed on some level to restore the cosmic DNA patterns-- the original divine blueprints of the immaculate concept-- and anchor it in this dimension. The birth of the Real Twin Flame energies on Earth is the most important, most critical ingredient to the transformation of this world, for they are on the leading edge of returning the Christ consciousness to the individual soul.

HOW THE FEW CAN TRANSMUTE THE WHOLE

Take a holographic image, like a flower embedded in a glass pendant…smash it with a hammer and pick up any of the smaller pieces and look--- the entire image exists in any shard of the previous whole. As above, so below, as within so without. WE ARE THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE AND IT EXISTS WITHIN US AS WELL. ALL OF IT. NO PART IS LEFT OUT. WE ARE WITHIN THE CREATOR AND YET THE CREATOR IS WITHIN US. IT IS COMPLETE, WHOLE, TOTAL AND ONE WITH ALL. Mother/Father God is omnipresent, as a hologram of the very creative force: Divine Feminine/ Divine Masculine – wave and particle – will and love.

God is both plural and uniquely singular in its omnipresence.

Because there is a quantum nature to our interconnectedness, such things as telepathy or psychic phenomenon work OUTSIDE the apparent laws of time and space. So if we work through the pre-existing interconnectedness of the holographic reality inherent in the Universe, communication is immediate.

When this planet was first formed, electricity in the primal form of lightning struck our atmosphere, forming in conjunction with sunlight, the four basic amino acids: adenine, guanine, thiamin and cytosine. These in turn became the sugars and phosphates present in every DNA structure in the body. These utilize the basic molecules of oxygen, hydrogen, nitrogen and carbon to combine together and build the body at a rate of 50 million cells per second. Not only is your DNA a crystalline based matrix, but every system in your body is one as well. These are the computer components, but what binds this all together and drives it all in a never ending, organized direction is what we call God – the unifying force which is primal and eternal.

The DNA transmits not only physical characteristics or predispositions, but also our concepts of time, space, energy and matter, and our conscious and unconscious filters. It transmits our receptivity to the inward impulse of God.

Living chromosomes function just like a holographic computer using endogenous DNA laser radiation. There have been controlled experiments in which certain frequencies were modulated through the sound vibration onto a laser like ray which were proven to influence the DNA frequency and thus the genetic information itself. Even WORDS created a reaction. (This is why affirmations, hypnosis, and the like, have a strong effect on humans and their bodies.) This is the science of wave genetics. THE BODY IS PROGRAMMABLE BY LANGUAGE, WORDS AND THOUGHTS (WAVE FORMS) BUT THE FREQUENCY HAS TO BE CORRECT AND CONSCIOUS COMMUNICATION WITH THE DNA MUST BE ESTABLISHED.
DNA is an organic superconductor that works at normal body temperature, as opposed to artificial superconductors which require extremely low temperatures. They are able to store light and THUS information.

Resonant patterns in the DNA in a species responds to holographically communicated information when it reaches CRITICAL MASS. There are carrier circuits within the DNA that transmit and even form an intelligence through a reality membrane that is sub-quantum. It's a tributary ingredient of the unification force that propagates NEW traits and Understandings in the few to the many. From the master to the student, from the adept avatar to the masses.

It's like an auto-down-load of information from a satellite transmission sending information on broadband that shows up on everyone's home page

It's what enables the transmission of a new insight or a potent trait across a spectrum of species that resonates with the insight or trait and it does it without physical interaction. This is called the "Quantum Consciousness Shift Theory" or (100th Monkey theory).

It is not transmitted like a broadcast tower. It's transmitted SELECTIVELY to resonant DNA and the effect it has isn't dependent on whether the recipient is like, or even similar, to the donor. It's dependent on the receptivity of their DNA. (how they are wired) Some people open their DNA up to new innovations, new experiences, new learning, new thought, new techniques, and others don't. This is the critical factor in whether the new trait or idea is successfully transmitted to their field.

When even one being EMBODIES a new consciousness or paradigm, they establish and anchor the pure pattern in the dimension in which they exist. This information is then transmitted to RECEPTIVE DNA within their species. When 4.7% of the species connect, the resultant exponential expansion overcomes inertia and critical mass is swiftly reached, thus interpenetrating the entire species with the New Consciousness or trait.

Twin Flames are the lock and the key that together open the way to humanity's transformation and transcendence beyond the ego. The moment of conscious joining (on any level of consciousness) turns the key in the lock. The moment you connect, whether together physically or in higher consciousness, you are eligible for direct delivery of pure light. Those who feel this powerful magnetic tug from the heart are now being instructed to put forth their individual call for their beloved NOW for several reasons;
1) To awaken humanity,
2) To use this conscious union to assist in transmuting the energy forms on this dimension within the agreed upon time frame and
3) To return this Earth to its true reality of rich, verdant life and beauty, to abundance and ecstasy in perfect pattern and form.

But it's not as simple as saying "I choose you to be my other half because the computer matched our personality profiles as compatible beings!" Until the heart is open there is no access to the Twin Flame। As your heart becomes centered in love, vibrating in Love, that Love will (must) manifest before you. If you do not recognize God within you, you will not recognize God outside of yourself as your Twin Flame. Through Twin Flame love you may truly know yourself as love in form, as love in action, as God's Love and as God's child in the world. If you call your beloved and cannot see them, then you can be assured you are still caught in the illusion.

VIBRATIONAL REALITY & HOLOGRAPHIC REPLICATION

Let's get into harmonics and the physics of our vibrational reality. Obviously since the first split then took on limitless "splits" thereafter, (much like the cells replicating in your own body) our beloved Twin Flame has been replicated in holographic form as many times as have we. God is a hologram and everything that exists in the vastness of your being, exists in the microscopic cell. In a hologram there is no end. We are limitless cosmic beings choosing to send forth our energies through layer after layer of creation. It is exponential-- as exponential as familial replication as we understand it in our earth lives.

Therefore, what you consider the "self" sitting in that chair is but a splinter of the vast cosmic multidimensional being that you truly are, dwelling here in a time/space continuum of education based in duality consciousness; a place where you could grow with the assistance of ego to claim your individualized co-creative ability by learning to use Thoughts and Feelings to vibrationally magnetize your reality. Duality affords the swiftest method of education for it provides extreme contrast between constructive and destructive thoughts and feelings.

ATTRACTING TRUE LOVE

Because nothing can exist within your field of experience (be magnetically attracted) unless you hold that frequency or resonance within your own field, your Twin Flame may literally overshadow any person who is in your field of experience. What you are calling into tangible experience is the pure vibratory signature of your beloved other half that originates from the purity of the First Split and it can infiltrate by spirit, much like food
coloring can be dropped in a bowl of water and infiltrate every molecule of the water. The minute you accept the other's existence, and the possibility of the Twin Flame's manifestation, you begin to move toward each other.

The ego's agenda is always about "getting." This is anti-love, for love is always about "giving." Love must express itself, must bathe everything and everyone within its path as it gives and gives and gives again.

"You have always heard, 'when the student is ready, the teacher appears.' On the same note, when your heart is ready, your Twin Flame appears. Not because they have not been there! But because you have been unable to recognize them."
Yael Powell, Messages from God

At any given moment, everything in our experience, including every single relationship, is out-picturing our inner beliefs. When our relationships are less than harmonious or if we are proving that love hurts, abandons, or disappoints, it is only an energy form from within us that is reflecting without. You could be with your beloved at this very moment and not know it, for they may be reflecting only the symbols of your inner landscape for you. Do not assume that they are unworthy or that too much water has passed under the bridge of your relationship.

You must be willing to see your current partner as your Twin Flame, and unconditionally pour forth your love to them "as if." They will act as your perfect mirror. Remember, as you move in pure love and make the call for your Twin Flame, that energy will be drawn from the First Split and will overshadow the one who can contain it. Your Twin Flame will respond magnetically by resonance with your specific individualized vibratory signature. As your Twin Flame is acknowledged, and nourished with your love and purity, your heart will begin to broadcast the signal of this vibrational resonance to bring your Twin Flame into full manifestation before you.

As your Twin Flame is brought into embodiment, it means that you heart is pure enough and loving enough to have this reflected to you in form. This means you must live from the heart and that takes effort in the face of mass consciousness, for you cannot see that for which you are not ready. If something is out of your range vibrationally, it simply cannot enter your consciousness, even if you are standing right in front of it. It requires perfect trust and faith in Love that is so powerful that it will displace the ego's view.

This does not mean abandoning the relationship you are in to go searching for your true soul's mate who is "out there somewhere."

THIS MEANS VIBRATIONALLY DRAWING THROUGH YOUR UNIQUE INDIVIDUALIZED VIBRATORY SIGNATURE YOUR COMPLEMENTARY ENERGY.

Twin Flame love will never break up another relationship. If the relationship is out of reach, it merely means the energy is tantalizing you, but far enough away for safety (usually because of some fear you are harboring.) It means you are not allowing the manifestation of your Twin Flame. Never allow ego to use its games to justify any action that is out of integrity with love and life, for a relationship begun at the expense of pain to another with someone who has not completed the lessons where they are, cannot ever be the basis for the true Twin Flame reunion or Sacred Sexuality.

Calling forth your Twin Flame means you have said "Yes" to love, that you know and own your own sovereignty and willingly surrender and give all the love you have to your beloved। Pouring this forth ceaselessly forms a magnetic attraction from a vibrational level that cannot be resisted and as it is returned magnetically to you, it is increased tenfold from your complementary pattern. If you give forth this love without limit, if your current partner cannot contain the energy, they will harmoniously leave your field.

WHAT IS THE GOAL OR PURPOSE FOR RE-UNION AND SACRED SEXUALITY AT THIS TIME?
The goal of Twin Flame union is to reconnect to the NOW MOMENT OF CREATION through the conscious and balanced union of sacred sexuality, and re-qualify the vibration of light of the electron, then deliver this "amped up" love to all creation (including all New Creation brought forth through the Twin Flame union.) It changes, illumines, raises in vibration, everything to which it is delivered!

The Twin Flame dispensation is the most important thing that has happened for humanity since the coming of Jesus and his accomplishment for humankind, for through their union they tap into this all-inclusive Love and generate more Love through the Twin Flame heart. Then as they give forth this Love, which is the substance of what they are, the very essence of life, this Love, will then draw unto them its reflection as abundance, as beauty, as integrity of alignment, as everything that reflects Love and life in the symbols of the world.

Why would you want to do this and how can this possibly serve the whole?

Light equals actively moving love. It is originally transmitted from the higher sources with purity and intensity, but is re-qualified by everything to which it is delivered. One of the greatest services Twin Flames can provide is to draw atoms of light which have been reduced in their vibrational quality (from any condition, person, place or thing) into their Twin Flame heart as it connects to the ONGOING MOMENT OF CREATION, to be "refilled OR recharged," then amplify them and send them forth to do their work again.

Energy cannot be destroyed. The only thing that can be done with an existing pattern or form is to transmute it into a different form.

This combined with the conscious use among the LightWorkers of the Violet Transmuting Flame, can shatter these old energy forms that no longer serve the consciousness of mankind and literally recycle the energy back into its highest frequency. This eliminates the emotional charge associated with the energy form and therefore the electromagnetic attraction, yet, it still allows for the wisdom garnered from the experience to be retained. The New energy is then ready to be qualified by mankind in a constructive fashion with reverence and honor toward all life – ALL THAT IS.

ATOMIC FUSION/ SACRED SEXUALITY AND ORGASM

The term, "lovemaking" used to describe sexual union between partners is actually a literal cosmic translation. But to fully comprehend the implied scope of this and how it relates to sacred sexuality, a physics lesson woven within the language of spirituality is appropriate.

Electricity has a positive and negative charge (div. mas. & div. fem). However, there is not a FLOW of electricity until the two merge their balanced polarities in harmony. This is an orgasm – A SURGE OF ENERGY INTO THE LIGHT, INTO THE EXPLOSION THAT WE UNDERSTAND AS ILLUMINATION. This is what occurs when the two complementary forces of a negative and a positive charge come together in physicality: THEY CAUSE AN EXPLOSION OF ORGASMIC UNDERSTANDING. Your life was intended to be an ongoing ecstasy and joy which is orgasmic in nature, as a replication of the COSMIC ORGASM, or the "Ongoing Moment of Creation."

Balance is the requirement for the energy exchange of the polarities and
the continuity through the completion of the circuit is a requirement.

Any relationship in this dynamic explosion of energy on the physical level creates an understanding of the passionate expression of God, which is the creation of the universe.

The surge to merge is the desire to know GOD, to know God outward of you in order to complete your awareness of third dimension. Passion is joy.
Passion in ANY area of your life is the fervent desire for love to be expressed through creation. AND PASSION has everything to do with becoming aware of GOD.

It is actually not IMPORTANT that you exchange this energy with a physical partner. It is wonderful and divine, but not something which is necessary. WHAT IS NECESSARY, HOWEVER, IS TO RECOGNIZE THE WHOLE OF LIFE AS YOUR LOVER.

The re-circulating of orgasmic energy into your own field will rejuvenate and expand your essence energy. The Egyptians symbolized this re-circulating of energy as the Ankh. Or if it is used to magnify divine love and send it out into creation, it will return on the great circle of life magnified and bless not only yourself but the whole. If you spew forth this energy with no conscious direction, it is squandered. You will feel momentary contentment, but you will also experience exhaustion of your essence energy, because you are not replenishing yourself with your own fountain.

You CAN turn on this spigot of essence energy without the complement of another being in physicality. You can turn it on by joining with your Twin Flame in consciousness.

The combination of Power and unconditional love in harmonic union equals sovereignty

Sacred Sexuality and Orgasm are atomic in nature, CREATING CONTROLLED NUCLEAR FUSION. Sacred Sexuality is the Sacred Alchemical Marriage, the Holy Grail. To achieve this state is to touch in perfect love, to see in perfect love, and completely open every particle of your being to the giving of perfect love. Sacred Marriage is meant to sanctify your relationship and firmly establish God at the apex of your union.

Now, allow me to speak through the language of science what has just taken place. Atomic power is the greatest force of love, because the atom is the closest to the Source, closest to the Ongoing Moment of Creation. In the atom are electrons moving around a center, an energy that holds them in place. The core of that atom, that central energy is LOVE. The atoms are living beings. The central core is their heart: it is Love. The central cores of the atoms of your bodies are connected directly to the core of GOD, the core of All That Is, while Source is exploding forth in the glorious Love-Making that is creation. When you connect all of your being to that Moment of Creation in the balanced exchange of the divine masculine and feminine forces, the window to which is the central energy of your very atoms, you will be returned to the Eternal Now. It can be achieved through sacred sexual union with your Twin Flame and only then will your energy match the energy of creation.

There are four primary forces at play in this universe: strong nuclear, weak nuclear, gravity and electromagnetic. The Twin Flame union embodies all four and is therefore absolutely and powerfully creative. The strongest magnetic field on Earth is the awakening Twin Flame heart!
When you make love together you create the Christ Twin Flame Heart Womb. It is the same as the StarGate within the atoms of your body. (Every life form exists within a torroidal field, from a cell, to a planet. to a human
If you've heard the phrase, "the great circle of life," it is describing the way energy moves out through a 3 dimensional torroidal field, how it magnetically attracts similar energy, and returns to the creator magnified) In both the center of the atom and your heart womb lies the opening … the center through which you can travel home.

Electrons, as they dance in vibrant joy around this StarGate, are conscious beings. These too are living solar systems. For as you are within God, so are they within you. They are another dimension, intelligences or beings who occupy the universe that is within you. You are responsible for the upliftment and spiritual, as well as, physical well being of these inner universes.

Only by matching your frequency to that exploding Ongoing Moment of Creation may you enter the vortex without having the explosion scatter your atoms. You are emitting ionizing radiation which knocks off orbital electrons --- and if the flood of electrons is not consciously directed, it causes cell death and genetic mutation in any living thing.

The atomic bomb is an example of this activity for it utilizes UNSTABLE or undirected nuclei and the result is destruction of matter.

To create stable nuclei, you must be LOVEMAKING. And to be LOVEMAKING, you must have your TWIN FLAME. For when you are joined together, your electrons actually exchange places so your entire being is one flesh in the miracle of Sacred Marriage.

When every electron is vibrating higher and higher in the ecstasy of your union, and the joined being is experiencing the glorious union, the climax of your LoveMaking, your body will become light of the highest order. When this occurs your electrons that are light in motion will go through the central core of the atoms – the opening into the NOW and you will be Home. Your body literally becomes your vehicle of warp-drive back to unity consciousness and ecstasy. Imagine that! Ecstasy – held in reverence in the cup of the humble electron!

Dynamic feelings are what direct the speed of the electrons. When they move to the speed of true light, the atoms of your two bodies must come together--- they must collide, just as happens at even the lowest atomic level as the fusion reaction of the atom bomb. The resulting energy released will power your shift through the center of the atoms of the all of your joined being. But it MUST BE DIRECTED, and what directs it is your THOUGHT. Feelings of ecstasy are the highest form of energy in creation, and they are your natural state of being.
At our current level of density, the movement of Love is congealed and thus requires dynamic FEELING to push it along, amp it up.

Only under these conditions can it move fast enough to return to its more normal fluid state and become available to us for experiencing and spreading. When the atoms become filled with ecstasy, the center of every atom is beyond time, beyond form. Those atoms become God, vibrating at the highest rate. This is light. The explosion of Love that is creation.
As more and more of your being becomes made out of atoms whose center is already HOME, the more God you become and the more light you are and the less you identify with the smaller version of yourself. As these atoms pour through both you and your Twin Flame, you will attune your own beings to this new energy.

Combining two high energy atoms into one stable atom through the Power of Love equals NUCLEAR FUSION. And in this fusion, two nuclei of the same species lead to a doubling of genetic information: This Unity of Love creates MORE LOVE.

So the atoms become enlightened. Then of course, so do the cells of which they are part. As this happens your very cells will be reconnected in a new way to their original blueprint and each cell will be freed from the illusion (which marks the end of death as you know it.)

The movement of love, especially in its true fluid state, puts off a flood of electrons. Each electron carries the actual brightness/light or heat equal to what was generated by the Love from which it came. This heat is energy as you know it because it creates change. The electron delivers its heat to whatever it touches, but then the fact of delivery cools the light, which then must be heated back up again.

Light is embodied. Absolutely every energy in creation is held within a consciousness. The embodiment of light is the electron. Because the electron is a conscious being there is much for us to understand about being in relationship with electrons.

A. Since it is conscious, it is affected by other consciousnesses. In fact they are meant to be a deliverer of energy, so faithfully delivering their packet of energy as directed by other conscious entities, they deliver them and then wait to be refilled and sent forth to deliver yet again.

B. Light can and does become degraded as it moves into and out of another conscious life form. Electrons constantly "read" their environment and Thoughts constantly direct electrons. It is the Thought that magnetizes the energy field around us. Electrons conform to the consciousness of the experimenter, just like magnetic iron filings conform to a magnet – they have no will of their own. MATTER MUST OBEY CONSCIOUSNESS.

C. The only thing that can ever alter this flow of degraded light is for a co-creative consciousness (like you) to send it back to the Ongoing Moment of Creation to be essentially regenerated. This brings it back into the very highest vibration. So to send the electrons that come into your field of energy back to the Ongoing Moment of Creation charges them way up and brings back the purity of their energy. Obviously this is a way that you can lift and bless and bring the love here back into a more molten state through the union with your Twin Flame.

Your Twin Flame sexual union and connection to the Ongoing Moment of creation creates a wormhole, a bridge between dimensions through which information can be transmitted outside of time and space. These are for the purpose of hyper-communication. Once created it leaves a typical wave pattern even when your consciousness is not present. In other words, energy from outside of space and time still flows through the activated wormholes after that which causes the pattern is removed. This will start happening again as we stabilize in our individual consciousness. You are literally ANCHORING the flow of the immaculate concept or divine pattern of perfection into this dimension.

When you heat up your love, which is your essence, in conscious lovemaking, you are sending forth a great fountain of electrons that are filled, or charged, with highest light, thus delivering the light of the Moment of Creation to those they touch. First deliver to yourself Ð to grow you quickly back to the ability to reconnect, so that even when you are not physically making love you will be completely connected. Thus connected there is an open channel through which these electrons can pour continually Ð not only when making love.

First wake the cells, for the cells are the communities that process the energy delivered by the electrons। You do this for each other best, but those not yet with Twin Flame physically can definitely still call forth their assistance on the higher levels and bring the energy into your own bodies. After waking the cells, you will find that your sexual experience now encompasses your entire body. Your sexual organs are not more or less sexual than any other part of your body. Your lovemaking becomes a complete and amazing full body experience. Then Consciously move love through each chakra, connecting to the corresponding chakra of your lover and allow it to climb the spiral of the double helix made between you. As you pour forth this love, it will return to you from your lover as it crosses over your energy stream in a figure 8. The electrons are traveling in this figure 8.

When the chakra energies merge with each other, giving forth God's perfect love, a double helix is created (a precise duplicate of the DNA) that completes an encoding sequence that acts like a tumbler on a bank vault security system, unlocking joint spiritual potential। The Christ Heart Chakra (the median, central chakra which unites all of the chakras) acts as a central womb. This Christ Twin Flame Heart Womb begins to pulse powerfully as the electrons cross at the center point of the figure 8, and when enough heat (e-motion or feeling) excites the electrons, the spiral spin begins to take place within this center, drawing the electrons down through the vortex that is created. As the electrons collide in the vortex, there is a nuclear reaction in which floods of electrons are freed from their orbit, holographically creating MORE love.

AT THIS POINT YOU BEGIN RUNNING PERFECT LIGHT THROUGH THE SYSTEM, WHICH IS NOW THE TWO OF YOU AS ONE. YOU ARE AT THIS MOMENT CHRISTED BEINGS… creating from a Twin Flame Heart. Not man using Christ energy, but rather you are the very Christ energy – the perfect electrons, pure, crystal clear. Your beings, the love you are, begin moving the rate of creation. This is where you can change everything with a thought –a touch.

The moment you intend to create MORE love, even as God creates, it begins to happen. Within this womb this dynamic duo can place any mold or thought and fill it with this atomic substance of love, then cool it down and instantaneously manifest their creation. There is always creation, even if only as light forms. Hence the need for each heart to be in a place of pure love in order to join. Whatever you think about and move with feeling is created! It becomes your reality.

Conscious and deliberate Twin Flame manifestation happens instantaneously.

As I said earlier, the moment a person joins with their Twin Flame on any level whatsoever, they are eligible for direct delivery of light, INSTEAD of having it transduced by the hierarchy of light.

This light comes to you in many ways. It comes directly from the beings that are your SUN and these beings in turn are continually receiving even higher or faster light from a greater Sun being. Light is also consciously poured to you by those beings who are the tender caretakers of humanity – from the archangels to those ascended ones who have walked your same path and become one with the Christ Light. These beings then must step down or transduce the light, often way, way down to deliver it to humanity. Light is also drawn within humanity for their use from Lightworkers.

With this direct delivery of pure light, you can amplify that light even more, consciously asking for its increase, (a very good thing to do while and after making love.) You can then refill the delivering electrons and send them forth to transform someone or something else. Even a tiny portion of this perfect light greatly uplifts the vibrational sum of your two lives as they become one.

If one calls only for their own light, they will get it, but they could have accomplished the same AND lifted humanity for the same effort.

The only time you should not focus on giving forth to the rest of All That Is, is when you are together with your Twin Flame, awakening your cells. To initially place your Will and attention there, on yourselves, will increase YOUR ability to give forth more than a thousand fold easily.

This is why you must control your feelings. Feelings are energy. You do this by controlling your thoughts, for thoughts direct your feelings absolutely. Controlling thoughts and feelings are the most important single thing a human being can do.

Make continual decisions to feel ecstasy, love, and gratitude for if you do nothing else, these decisions will change everything. Give forth, without limit, God's perfect love from the river of life. The "getting" will take care of itself as what you give out multiplies and is returned to you. You need not put any attention at all upon the "getting."

What a miracle it is to be alive!

Until you live in praise, continual praise for that miracle, you will not be in right relationship to life.

When the light within you becomes as great as this glorious light that God/All That Is continually sends to you, then the Circle of Life is complete. There are worlds within worlds within worlds, within you, every one of which will then be free, free to live the ecstatic expression of giving life.

This is freedom. This is what it means to be home in God, to recognize life and honor it.

You and your Twin Flame are the generators of the substance of Love. You're the heart cells of GOD. You are meant to accept God's living love from the Moment of Creation – a never ending explosive expression of who and what God is. You are meant to accept this love, to take it and feel it and then amplify it – to CREATE MORE LOVE. The Great Love-Making. Then this love pours forth from you to nourish all within your keeping, giving God's love to feed all creation the substance of life.

Eros & Psyche

2007-11-21T15:32:00.001-08:00

I see this as an article in relation to self. Much nested hidden meaning within to digest before I build my cocoon...

EROS & PSYCHE
Mythology of the Erotic and Soulful Impulses
from PANTHEON: Archetypal Gods in Daily Life" by Iona Miller

"The story of Eros and Psyche has been passed down through the work of a Greek initiate in the Eleusinian (or Isis) Mysteries...The tale has great psychological value since it reveals the development of the initiate's relationship with his anima as a result of the initiatory process. In the tale, Eros representing the reproductive passion is transformed through its relationship with Psyche.

Psyche is a mortal incarnation of Eros' mother, Venus or Aphrodite. Since she is mortal, she represents that part of Eros' anima which is closer to consciousness. Venus becomes jealous of Psyche because mortals begin worshipping her beauty, preferring her to an abstract Olympian goddess.

Psyche's appearance in an account of the Eleusinian Mysteries points to the identification between Psyche and Isis, and Aphrodite and Isis. One might think that the goddess, then, fights against herself. In a sense, she does. She protests because of the narrowing of her potential into a finite mortal form.

If Psyche is Venus in diminutive form, Eros actually takes part in a variation on the theme of sacred marriage with his mother/daughter/sister. This repeats the old Egyptian transformation formula of I.A.O. (Isis-Aphosis-Osiris). concerning the mystery of rebirth.

Psyche is a form of Kore, the eternal maiden, the mother goddess in rejuvenated, human form. Therefore, the Eros and Psyche tale is a variation of the Demeter-Kore myth. For the female initiate, this myth represents the deepest experience of the female "ms.teries" of the Self.

For the male initiate, it means a progressive integration of the anima which then leads to an experience of the Self. While he is still mother-complexed, all the form of the goddess are compounded in the figure of the Great Mother. Without transformation he is her eternal lover who is always subject to fragmentation of his personality, (i.e. death and rebirth). The same theme played out in the Dionysian mysteries, where the god of ecstasy is torn limb from limb by the Maenads.

The story of Eros and Psyche on various arcs concerns such important human areas as anima (for a man) and animus (for a woman); it is also a paradigm of developing relationship, and bears a strong message regarding developmental tasks in the natural process of women's (or feminine) consciousness raising.

The action of the archetype of anima/animus means that we project our unconscious idea of the All-Woman or All-Man onto an individual in whom we see this ideal essence. No single person can be the carrier of all the divine attributes or qualities we project onto them. When they fail to live up to our unconscious expectations, the process of consciousness raising begins.

The Venus function is a lens which can magnify or distort. The story of Eros and Psyche reveals a process of deep metamorphosis and renewal where all the values of the feeling function, emotional life, and moral standards gradually gain new significance and purpose.

There is a "change of heart." Eros moves from sexual objectification toward soulful love; Psyche from projection of her masculine qualities toward empowerment. Emotionally, they act out the dynamic of the puer/puella immature relationship in the meantime. This naturally leads toward active introspection on the mental level, which results in spiritual consciousness raising -- a renewed sense of empathy and compassion.

This myth resonates with the Tarot Trump, THE LOVERS. The Crowley deck shows an exalted version of the sacred marriage. But more mundane decks generally show a man flanked on either side by two women competing for his attention. He is in an unconscious relationship with both the more material, motherly type and the young sexual counterpart who probably represents an immature anima or soul image.

These female figures are sometimes polarized as light and dark anima figures. If we view the young man as the immature ego, this card can also represent a woman with a split between the physical and spiritual aspects of love. Sometimes this dynamic becomes concretized, "acted out," in life through a love triangle.

The ego must bear responsibility for any action it takes in response to the conflicting figures. In the psychology of both en and women, male figures symbolize aspects of the body, emotions, and soul. The polarity is between sexual passions, secret feelings, and spiritual strivings which exert a definite hold on the ego.

Each is compelling in a magical, magnetic way. The ego cannot detach itself from either of them in outer reality since each belongs to its inner reality. If the ego stands its ground, and endures the tension of conflicting desires, it can become free of the spell of unconscious projection in either direction.

We must come to terms with both instinctual draws to gain full stature. This is a step toward individuation. Otherwise we remain in thrall to our feminine, instinctual side which conditions our emotions. We live out a frozen, trance-like state of mystified love, rather than mature, soulful love.

The challenge is to connect our spiritual and emotional life, through passionate involvement in all of life. Then we find ourselves in a new relationship with others and in harmony with ourselves, facing each individual conflict and suffering through it to its resolution in transcendence.

By facing our fears and pains -- becoming conscious of our conflicts -- we can find peace. New realizations appear in their embryonic stage as conflicts which offer use choices in life. These decision points become either our life's path or roads-not-taken.
Eros, like Fate, is symbolic of the fatal power of attraction which brings opposites together. He is the incarnating life principle, which ushers in the irrational, passionate intensity which makes transformation possible. He "turns up the heat" on the psychic process, he is that spiritual or divine fire which can unite with instinct.

PHYSICAL FORM

In the creation myths of many cultures, Primordial Wholeness divided into two polarizing aspects. Together these are known as the "syzygy" and indicate an archetypal coupling where one aspect is never separated from the other.
In the "impersonal" aspect of lunar (or Venusian) experience, the Great Goddess is never separated from her masculine Son-Lover. They are locked in an eternal fascination for one another. One implies the other for wholeness. They exemplify the soul-spirit relationship on a naive level of psychological development.
On the "personal" level this tandem is expressed as anima/animus. They are the contrasexual component within us all. In other words, these soul figures embody our latent capacities for expression and realization of the traits normally associated with the opposite sex.

Thus, the animus leads a woman to the outer world and promotes her ability in focused, rational thinking; conversely, the anima guides a man (or our ego) through the inner worlds of relationship. Since anima and animus build a bridge between the conscious and unconscious perspectives, they function as mediators between the known and the "unknown."

This is the level of psychological "complex" where there is a blending of archetypal realities with our individual experiences. Complexes function like psychological "strange attractors", magnetically centering portions of our energy within their particular patterns of expression. This magnetic draw is the attractive force of Eros coupled with the psychic urge toward manifestation.

The imagery of anima/animus is based in archetypal symbolism and in childhood memories of significant others of the opposite sex. This includes parental attitudes and behavior, grandparents' influence, siblings, first-love, caregivers, mentors, and cultural expectations and norms.

Anima/animus determines our conceptualization of the ideal mate, and is responsible for such phenomena as "love at first sight," and "star-crossed lovers." It takes the elements of fate and destiny and combines them in an impersonal formula, which paradoxically feels totally unique.

Anima/animus represents the balancing of masculine and feminine traits in us as individuals. This balancing is a form of sacred marriage, a union which produces a magickal child which is the higher Self, much like Eros and Psyche give birth to Voluptas, deep and abiding pleasure or satisfaction.

The animus is the masculine personification of the soul. He carries both a transcendent spiritual aspect and a personal aspect. He is shown in the tale as a beautiful creature, whom Psyche is at first convinced is a terrible monster -- sort of an "all men are beasts" programming. Later, she learns his true nature.

Anima/animus are potential guides to the depths of the unconscious, forming a bridge to daily life. They are factors which transcend consciousness, both light and dark. So in a relationship which seem to have everything going for it, there can be friction or "animosity" produced by the unconscious forces (complexes) operating below the surface.

Most of these troubles stem from projecting the anima/animus image onto our loved ones, then maneuvering them into fulfilling our expectations. Internal conflicts come from the split nature of anima/animus which we experience in modern life. This again revolves mainly around the gulf between the "spiritual" and "sensual" aspects of the inner figure.

For example, a Madonna/whore complex, which is a split between the holy mother and the erotic love goddess. Or, the spiritual animus might be projected onto the figure of a wise man, guru or ghostly lover to whom a woman faithfully goes in her fantasy-life, or onto an idealized brother/sister relationship devoid of sexual options.
Reality must be found between idealized (virtually non-existent) relationships and degraded relationships. The sensual animus may be presented as the darker gods of impersonal sexuality, phallic or obscene in nature.

In any event, the animus represents a woman's need for creative expression. The more fully she can manifest this trait, the better her inner relationship to the animus within becomes. He provides her with inner light, not inspiration which is a function of anima nature, the core of her Self.

Anima/animus excite those feelings of longing, awe, fear of the unknown, and incomprehensibility. They imply that when we love deeply, we open ourselves to the possibility of betrayal and the pain of separation. We open ourselves to wounding, and this very woundedness is our openness. The transpersonal power of love can appear as an obsession or possession by another, against which rational thought is no protection.

Eros and Psyche represent the experience of this emotional-sexual level and its projections, coupled with the exercise of discrimination between what is archetypal and what is personal in life.

EMOTIONAL IMAGE

How does this myth of the divine lovers play our in modern emotional life? It is a metaphor of psychological growth -- "bringing up Psyche." It identifies certain developmental tasks fundamental to mature identity and the ability to love fully, such as sorting out feelings, setting appropriate boundaries, owning projections, developing a dispassionate Observer Self, and empowerment with compassion.

When relationships get stalled this process is stuck in the immature stage. John Bradshaw calls these "mystified relationships," still enmeshed in the dynamics of the very early family life of the partners. The issues of safety and trust are unresolved. These are relationships which stick together for the sake of the children, and the "children" are the regressive personalities of the lovers!

The healthy Eros/Psyche relationship is one of empathy and intimacy, safety and passion. It is joyful and totally relaxed. When conflicts come up, as they inevitably will, there are means of negotiation. This is "soulful" love which includes many results of self-consciousness. It is generative in nature. There is bonding, commitment rather than enmeshment, vulnerability, self-disclosure, sensuality, ecstasy, as well as respect, caring, belonging, togetherness, toleration, and constancy.

Jeffrey Satinover examines the role of the Self in relationship in a Jungian tape, "Being Separate, Being Together." The talk is from a Jungian conference on wounding and healing in relationships. Every analyst knows that healthy loving reationships are more healing than all the therapy in the world.

The tale of Eros and Psyche is with us today in the psychological complex known as "puer/puella," (boy/girl). They are stuck at the adolescent stage of development. This same complex is imaged in the Tarot trump, The Lovers.

Much of psychic life remains hidden as in the initial stages of the myth. This includes secret thoughts, feelings, fears, criticisms, anticipations, etc. A psychological initiation occurs when we are suddenly forced to "go within" ourselves and discover or "own" the subconscious processes operating there. Gradually, we begin to recognize that relationship involves chronic "wounding and healing." In the myth, for example, Psyche spills hot oil on Eros while trying to see what he looks like during his sleep -- trying to see what his unconscious relationship with her is.

In love, the root experience is of the archetype of the Self. The broad, deep emotional experience coupled with detachment facilities from impulse to action. This Self is the root of emotions when the ego is identified with it. The Self remains ineffable, or unknown, and is too sacred to be expressed in words.

We experience the Self as our inner childlike nature when we act our a pattern of cyclic instability in our lovelife. We don't relate "adult to adult," but "wounded child to wounded child." Neediness on both parts keeps the legitimate needs of both from being met. These are periods of despair and exaltation, wounding and healing.

This is a variation of the archetype of the dying and resurrecting god. In its self-reflecting narcissism, this complex no stable sense of identity. We ask ourselves, "Who am I, and why can't I behave as I'd like to?" Some people seek therapy for this very absence of a stable sense of identity, after trying to form a false identity as a couple.

Love brings alterations and fluctuations between feelings of fear, of "being nobody," or worthless when we are wounded, or feeling special and precious when things are going well. These feelings may change rapidly depending on the emotional climate, and this is an unsettling feeling.

The chronic emotion is a feeling of overwhelming longing for support of the loved one, coupled with feelings of extreme emptiness when the beloved is gone. Possessive jealousy comes from projecting our own negative self-image onto the rival who seems to succeed in an area where we have failed the loved one.

When the Self begins operating in an individual, the ego automatically begins acting defensively to protect itself against the intolerable sense of fragmentation which it anticipates will follow. The feeling of being unique and whole alternates with self-defense against feeling wounded and worthless.

The defense consists of cutting off the roots of all intense emotional experience with the beloved, and may even extend into other friendships. Some people seek solace in the predictable gratification of alcohol or drugs as substitutes for the unpredictable pleasures of love.

The Self's proper role in relationship is concerned with self-analysis or getting to know one's inner workings better. Each marriage or relationship consists of a union among four aspects -- the normal consciousness of the partners and their subconscious or inner Self.

Thus, a woman loves not only a man as he behaves in outer life, but his inner "feminine" soul; a man embraces his wife and her inner "masculine" soul. This relationship was depicted in alchemy as the marriage of the alchemist and his mystic sister who is his inner nature.

Instead of depending on one another for a sense of self-value (co-dependence), self-esteem emerges from within through reflective introversion. We can mirror, validate, and support ourselves when we listen to our inner nurturing voice. When we explore our own personal depths, we come into our daily relationships as whole people. Then we can form truly interdependent, reciprocal relationships.

"Falling in love" is a vehicle for the experience of the self. This experience, or even yearning for it, influences our daily life and human experience tremendously. As they say, "Love makes the world go around." Yet it automatically means there will be a fragmentation of personality following sooner or later, since an unconscious dynamic has been unleashed. The old personality must be dissolved before the new structure co-created by the partners can be established.

Difficulties and disappointments follow when the other doesn't reflect back the expected sense of specialness or idealness. We often hold ideals of relationship which we have never seen and could not exist in real life. In an attempt to actualize our fantasy life, we unconsciously compel or manipulate the other person to fulfill it. There is a simultaneous attachment or identification of the ego with the vast potential of the Self, which no partner can maintain.

When one partner doesn't fulfill expectations, the addictive yearning to fulfill expectations, the addictive yearning to experience the specialness of the Self changes into an indifference to the other which is not genuine. This is a reactionary defense against the Self in that both the unique and fragmentary periods produce pain for the ego. It is difficult for the ego to "live up" to the idealized image, also.
There is a pressure on the ego to live the demands of the Self, or cut them off entirely in a negative defense move. Longing and disappointment change to seeming indifference and then the person begins to seek outward. This is a compulsive drive to recreate the appearance of the Self through yet another lover.

The feeling of jealousy in the deserted party comes from feeling possessive of the lover as something of one's own, and experiencing the loss of Self, or even fear of the loss of Self. The type of attachment that believes the other is responsible for the experience of the specialness of the self leads inevitably to painful separations.
There is a "way of being together" in which both partners maintain separate identities. They are distinct yet conjoined. In this liberated experience there is emotional intensity combined with detachment from compulsion. When each person experiences the Self with some degree of autonomy from identification with the ego, there is reduction of the strain in maintaining the Self of the other. We cease to make such exaggerated demands on one another. We let go of the reactionary stage of power struggles, and become emotionally independent.

The power struggles (counterdependence) in relationship aren't for power, per se. They manipulations and desperate maneuverings of the partners to maintain their individual sense of Self. These struggles are a natural stage which comes prior to true independence, individuation of self-actualization.

The associations of a complex can be detached from an image which should be archetypal. We can consciously separate our what is personal and human from what is archetypal and essentially divine. We don't need to confuse our lovers with divine archetypal powers, though we each carry a divine component.
When we reown our projections, the other doesn't carry the burden of our spirituality for us. The spiritual problem is no longer disguised as a relationship problem. Our relationship with the higher power becomes direct. When each individual has an internal relationship with the Self, the other partner is not forced to carry and reinforce the projection of the Self. They are no longer exposed to the intense disappointment of the lover when they inevitably fail to live up to god-like qualities which only a higher power can carry.

INTELLECTUAL IDEA

Though many versions of this tarot trump, the Lovers, depict the classic love triangle, this card has much deeper meanings. Depth experience of the higher Self comes from being actively introspective, as shown by THE LOVERS in the Rider Tarot deck. The male (consciousness) looks to the female (subconscious) who in turn looks to the Angel (Self) for guidance and direction. We should look within ourselves for validation and certain fulfillment. We need to examine our own feelings and thoughts, not pass the buck for our unhappiness onto our partners.
The Self is a powerful internal dynamism of positive and negative manifestations which range from despair to exaltation. Since it symbolizes this entire range of emotion, you can't depend on it like a benevolent parent. When each partner isn't held responsible for what they are, they have the option of acting with charity or benevolence, instead of our of a compulsion to control one another.

The nature of any relationship cannot be predicted from the qualities of the separate people involved. For example, oxygen and hydrogen chemistries do not predict the emergent properties of their combination in water. Both are completely altered in the process of uniting.

When people enter a relationship, there is a trans-FORM-ation of personality. The old form of the ego must die to be reborn in service to the relationship. Even the word 'transformation' contains images which intimate a knowledge of the fear of death. Morphe- (also in metamorphosis) means to gleam or sparkle with an appearance seen as beauty. "Trans-" contains images of piercing, mutilation, or maiming. These images of needs and distress produce relationship, but not idealism.
Eros embodies both compulsion and inhibition. We are both anxious and wary or leery of love. Love and fear seem to go together. The natural inhibitions of Eros need not be overcome. They are his way of eventually getting in touch with Psyche on a more profound level.

Eros embodies both creative and destructive instincts, therefore love can be a long process of being wounded and regenerated. Psyche would still be a virgin if she and Eros didn't go through this cycle. She is the reflective instinct, who would still be fascinated with her own dreams and visions if Eros didn't change her.

Eros makes Psyche's potential fertility into a regeneration of the power of love. At last, Eros and Psyche are united in vitality and passion through the imaginal aspects of interested love. The archetypal patterns are not only perceived in life, there is an active participation in the cycle.

There is a suffering of impossible love until Psyche's soul work, symbolized by her tasks, is completed. Then a psychologically creative union produces experiences of pleasure, the "Pleasure born of the soul." There is perception of the dimension of immortality intimated by love -- and the possibility of realizing sacred sexuality through the practice of such pursuits as Tantra, where the divine is given it's due, though seemingly incarnated in the partner.

SPIRITUAL MYTH

The tale of Eros and Psyche relates the trials and tribulations of a maturing love affair. It means moving from separation and control toward praise, honor, and love. It occurs within the psyche through the process of metamorphosis.
In fact, the Greek word 'Pysche' means butterfly and this process of essential restructuring involves cocooning and re-emergence in the new, potentiated form. The failure or stalling of this natural growth process is a spiritual issue, and may become a spiritual problem, which most frequently is perceived as a relationship problem.

Eros and Psyche are the primordial lovers. In this context Eros is more of a transpersonal daimon than a god. The Gods relate among themselves, but a daimon mediates between gods and men.

Psyche is a diminutive incarnation of Eros' mother, Aphrodite. She personifies the anima and positive mother-complex. By her attributes, we can see that Eros has a good feeling relationship with women and the unconscious, but one which is still to naive. His attitudes toward love are idealized.

Eros himself has been acting like the archetypal Don Juan before his encounter with Psyche, expressing the pattern of behavior his mother favors. This shows he is still identified with her, still in the grips of the puer complex. He is a son-lover, still compelled to serve his mama.

Aphrodite is jealous of her own incarnation in matte. This deep level of the unconscious does not wish her son to develop out of his naive, unquestioning attitude toward her role and desires for him. She is angry and tries to destroy Psyche or Eros' reflective ability. She realizes that Psyche embodies the mother-complex of Eros, but as his anima image is closer to consciousness than she is.

Things proceed well, though blindly, in the newlywed's paradisical realm until Aphrodite stirs up trouble by sending in Psyche's jealous sisters. These sisters instill grave doubts in Psyche, regarding her lover. They are too skeptical, too cynical, and too aware of the mundane side of relationship.

Secretly, they wish they could recapture some of Psyche's naive romantic attitudes in their own relationships. The closeness of their friendship opens the doorway for envy to enter. What is needed, though is a mature attitude which recognizes the paradox of love. There is always a divine and banal aspect to relationships. Both together represent a realistic, well-rounded experience, that is neither debased nor idealized.

Psyche begins her marriage as mortals do by being "in love." She is contained in a very unconscious state in the palace of Eros. She is possessed by love -- in love with love. She longs for that superhuman quality of perfection in her lover.

However, her humanness makes it necessary for her to make a transition to being consciously loving, accepting imperfection. All of the forces which surround her conspire to make this absolutely necessary. The agents of this process include Psyche's inner desire toward consciousness, the sister, Aphrodite, and Eros himself. She to divest herself of her myths about relationship and personal growth.

Eros compels her by remaining in the dark. His soul is still in the grips of primitive passion -- sexual objectification. So, of course, after a time, Psyche resolves that she wants a real relationship and wants to see her lover "as he really is." She has wearied of "nothing but sexuality." Her real motivation is her fear, but the unconscious has its own, as-yet-unknown goal. She also has the burning passion which wants to know real love.

When she surrenders to the mysteries of the soul, she embodies the genuine, personal love. Paradoxically, at this point, Eros flees her (incapable of emotional intimacy). Aphrodite (in an attempt to destroy her) sets the tasks which further her inner development. These are experienced as insurmountable problems, and she has suicidal impulses at each difficult point. These symbolize her readiness for self-sacrifice, but also allow her to transform from one level of consciousness to another.

Psyche's first task, sorting a huge pile of seeds, is set by Aphrodite. Psyche's biological instincts come to aid in the form of ants. This "ant-quality" is a primitive, quiet quality which is part of her inner masculinity. It is a discriminating function of Eros.

In fact, she has instinctually discriminated and sorted seed in a literal sense. She becomes pregnant by Eros while still in the paradisical state of unconsciousness. Even though she has seen the divine quality of her lover, she is no longer only animus possessed, but begins to live woman's inner biological mystery. In a way, Eros is with her through all the trials in her inner world as her incubating child.

She regains enough faith to tackle the second task which is gathering some fleece from the "golden rams of the sun." This time, she earns a bit of the Logos, the Word, or the power of the spiritual impulse, which is a trait of masculine consciousness. But she does it, thanks to wise counsel, by avoiding direct contact with it in its destructive form.

She can wield some masculine power, but need not gain it in an aggressive way. She is coming to Eros' nature better, even though he is not there. Psyche is coming to know and understand him from the inside out, by contacting her inner animus, acknowledging the potential of her inner masculinity, while remaining absolutely feminine to the core. Through this process, she is coming to know herself.

Psyche is mustering her inner strengths as well as courage and valor; but true to form, she collapses at the prospect of the third test. Aphrodite makes the trials progressively harder. This time she must fill a crystal goblet with water from the river Styx, the powerful current of psychic energy.

Psyche succeeds in capturing a bit of this river of life with the help of Ganymede, an eagle sacred to Zeus. This eagle represents high-flying spiritual intuition. She is, once again, saved from destruction by an act of grace. By dipping only a small amount from the river of libido, her fragile ego (the container) is not shattered.

By listening to her quiet, inner guiding voice, Pysche was able to complete her nearly impossible task, through methodical concentration. Psyche's ability to touch her unconscious depths have her access to the creative solution. She understood this through an intuitive vision.

The final test involves a terrible journey to the underworld. One needs proper guidance for such a journey. Modern examples of this task of making Psyche more conscious include the therapeutic process of individuation and spiritual disciplines like yoga and mysticism.

This process of understanding one's depths repeats the shaman's initiation in the underworld and leads to self-realization of inner potentials. We become progressively more enlightened by shedding our illusions about self and world. It requires all of the energy and resources we can muster. Once begun it must be followed through to the end.

Psyche fortunately acquires the treasure of the subconscious as the box of divine beauty which Aphrodite has demanded of her. The beauty of Persephone is the resplendence of the most profound depths of the feminine Self. Betty Meador calls it "the awesome and overpowering essence of death and resurrection, the passage of the female goddess through the dark regions of Hell into rebirth and transformation." This process was the subject of both the Isis and Eleusinian Mysteries.

On her return from the underworld (subconscious), for love of Eros, Psyche opens the box of beauty ointment. Seeking to make herself more desirable to Eros, (and inadvertently cheating Aphrodite), she does not have the courage to face Eros as herself. She wants to remain disguised in Eros' anima projections, which hark back to his mother-complex. Her fantasy is that then they could continue to share the paradisical state.

True, she does this for love of Eros, but this keeps him in his adolescent phase, devoid of the maturity a real relationship would bring. She regresses into an unconscious state of deep sleep. She becomes a "sleeping beauty".
In this apparent failure, she shows herself to be most human! How unbearably egotistical Psyche might have been if she had completed the tasks perfectly. Through her regression into humanness, Eros is redeemed from his boyish hangups and allowed to mature. He can show some true love, rather than instinctual reproductive passion.
Through his love, Eros redeems Psyche and awakens her to an understanding of the archetypal functioning of the animus as a bridge to the divine. She is transformed from her mortal condition to an awareness of her own immortality of soul.

Together they experience the birth of their child as joy, mutual ecstasy, and the pleasure of life and love. There is a blending of the human and divine qualities in love. The opposites merge in mutual love, and experience unification on a profound level which has both depth and conscious awareness. Eros is contained within Psyche.
The reproductive instinct transforms into a highly differentiated feeling function, and Psyche goes through rebirth which frees her "butterfly" nature. Feeling is a reflective function which requires time more than perception. When Psyche evokes true feelings from Eros, her task is complete. Daily life is connected with archetypal reality.

DIALOGUE WITH EROS AND PSYCHE

You may use a little self reminder, when caught in old emotional patterns in your relationships. Just "Ask your Anima!" or animus, discussing it with the contrasexual aspect of yourself. Even if the discussion is not fluid, the response of the inner figure will be quite revealing. Is there envy, competition, immaturity, narcissism, or an opening for safely revealing yourself to the "other"?

Notice how your beloved is similar to or different from your parent and idealized anima or animus image? What is realistic? Remember, no one ill ever love you truly unconditionally simply because they are human. Also, remember, the archetypal dynamic operates in, through, and behind all human relationship, conditioning it with its own divine agenda irrespective of our personal needs.

Some of the issues and areas of intimacy include sexuality, emotional intimacy, intellectual sharing, and other forms of communication. Aesthetics, creativity, recreation, crisis management, conflict management, commitment and spiritual sharing are fertile areas to dialogue about with these inner daimones. Also, try communing with their daughter, Voluptas, whose name originally meant "plunging into life."

Jean Houston concludes her contemplation of this mytheme with an image of fulfillment: "Thus Psyche's search for the Beloved of her soul has plunged her into discovering the psychic source of instinct, wisdom, discrimination, and culture. She now rises on strong but gossamer wings as the vision of transformation and the call to the soul."

EROS AND PSYCHE IN YOUR LIFE

1. Do you believe, or ever act like you believe that love means giving up yourself for another? Do you allow their needs to supercede your own?

2. Married or not, do you carry the fantasy that the "right" person will come along and heal your wounds if you simply wait long enough?

3. Do you "fall in love" with potential lovers quickly, or stay stuck in relationships where no growth takes place?

4. Can you relate to Psyche's tasks from any period of your life? Is this dynamic still in process? If the developmental process derailed in any of your relationships have you noticed a pattern or similarity with your early childhood situation?

5. How committed are you to your personal growth and how supportive of your partner's personal growth?

6. Do you have a means of negotiating conflicts and differences? What is it?

7. During the "in love" stage, we are essentially still "living at home" in a state of blissful fusion, trying to recreate and maintain the unconscious unity of parent and child. The yearning for this original condition may be the source of divine longing. What is your relationship to this developmental stage right now?

8. Plato called love the "child of fullness and emptiness." We can be filled with it, or feel it as loneliness, heartache, and anguish. In your dialogue, you may also include the child of the union, Voluptas. How do you experience the fullness and emptiness of love. Describe your emotional hunger.

9. What does "soulful love" mean to you personally?

10. The dark side of love includes disillusionment, betrayal, anger, and grief. What was your biggest disappointment? What unrealistic expectations did you hold?

11. Have you used the imagination process (psyche) in a therapeutic way to further the bonding and intimacy in your relationships? How? We need to be able to imagine being different to change. Just imagine what different behavior could begin producing different outcomes." - Iona Miller

.:|~The Kingdoms of Greater Knowledge~|:.

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The Kingdoms of the Greater Knowledge

After a measureless moment of the soul
Again returning to these surface fields
Out of the timeless depths where he had sunk,
He heard once more the slow tread of the hours.
All once perceived and lived was far away;
Himself was to himself his only scene.
Above the Witness and his universe
He stood in a realm of boundless silences
Awaiting the Voice that spoke and built the worlds.
A light was round him wide and absolute,
A diamond purity of eternal sight;
A consciousness lay still, devoid of forms,
Free, wordless, uncoerced by sign or rule,
For ever content with only being and bliss;
A sheer existence lived in its own peace
On the single spirit's bare and infinite ground.
Out of the sphere of Mind he had arisen,
He had left the reign of Nature's hues and shades;
He dwelt in his self's colourless purity.
It was a plane of undetermined spirit
That could be a zero or round sum of things,
A state in which all ceased and all began.
All it became that figures the absolute,
A high vast peak whence Spirit could see the worlds,
Calm's wide epiphany, wisdom's mute home,
A lonely station of Omniscience,
A diving-board of the Eternal's power,
A white floor in the house of All-Delight.
Here came the thought that passes beyond Thought,
Here the still Voice which our listening cannot hear,
The Knowledge by which the knower is the known,

The Love in which beloved and lover are one.
All stood in an original plenitude,
Hushed and fulfilled before they could create
The glorious dream of their universal acts;
Here was engendered the spiritual birth,
Here closed the finite's crawl to the Infinite.
A thousand roads leaped into Eternity
Or singing ran to meet God's veilless face.
The Known released him from its limiting chain;
He knocked at the doors of the Unknowable.
Thence gazing with an immeasurable outlook
One with self's inlook into its own pure vasts,
He saw the splendour of the spirit's realms,
The greatness and wonder of its boundless works,
The power and passion leaping from its calm,
The rapture of its movement and its rest,
And its fire-sweet miracle of transcendent life,
The million-pointing undivided grasp
Of its vision of one same stupendous All,
Its inexhaustible acts in a timeless Time,
A space that is its own infinity.
A glorious multiple of one radiant Self,
Answering to joy with joy, to love with love,
All there were moving mansions of God-bliss;
Eternal and unique they lived the One.
There forces are great outbursts of God's truth
And objects are its pure spiritual shapes;
Spirit no more is hid from its own view,
All sentience is a sea of happiness
And all creation is an act of light.
Out of the neutral silence of his soul
He passed to its fields of puissance and of calm
And saw the Powers that stand above the world,
Traversed the realms of the supreme Idea
And sought the summit of created things
And the almighty source of cosmic change.

There Knowledge called him to her mystic peaks
Where thought is held in a vast internal sense
And feeling swims across a sea of peace
And vision climbs beyond the reach of Time.
An equal of the first creator seers,
Accompanied by an all-revealing light
He moved through regions of transcendent Truth
Inward, immense, innumerably one.
There distance was his own huge spirit's extent;
Delivered from the fictions of the mind
Time's triple dividing step baffled no more;
Its inevitable and continuous stream,
The long flow of its manifesting course,
Was held in spirit's single wide regard.
A universal beauty showed its face:
The invisible deep-fraught significances,
Here sheltered behind form's insensible screen,
Uncovered to him their deathless harmony
And the key to the wonder-book of common things.
In their uniting law stood up revealed
The multiple measures of the upbuilding force,
The lines of the World-Geometer's technique,
The enchantments that uphold the cosmic web
And the magic underlying simple shapes.
On peaks where Silence listens with still heart
To the rhythmic metres of the rolling worlds,
He served the sessions of the triple Fire.
On the rim of two continents of slumber and trance
He heard the ever unspoken Reality's voice
Awaken revelation's mystic cry,
The birthplace found of the sudden infallible Word
And lived in the rays of an intuitive Sun.
Absolved from the ligaments of death and sleep
He rode the lightning seas of cosmic Mind
And crossed the ocean of original sound;
On the last step to the supernal birth

He trod along extinction's narrow edge
Near the high verges of eternity,
And mounted the gold ridge of the world-dream
Between the slayer and the saviour fires;
The belt he reached of the unchanging Truth,
Met borders of the inexpressible Light
And thrilled with the presence of the Ineffable.
Above him he saw the flaming Hierarchies,
The wings that fold around created Space,
The sun-eyed Guardians and the golden Sphinx
And the tiered planes and the immutable Lords.
A wisdom waiting on Omniscience
Sat voiceless in a vast passivity;
It judged not, measured not, nor strove to know,
But listened for the veiled all-seeing Thought
And the burden of a calm transcendent Voice.
He had reached the top of all that can be known:
His sight surpassed creation's head and base;
Ablaze the triple heavens revealed their suns,
The obscure Abyss exposed its monstrous rule.
All but the ultimate Mystery was his field,
Almost the Unknowable disclosed its rim.
His self's infinities began to emerge,
The hidden universes cried to him;
Eternities called to eternities
Sending their speechless message still remote.
Arisen from the marvel of the depths
And burning from the superconscious heights
And sweeping in great horizontal gyres
A million energies joined and were the One.
All flowed immeasurably to one sea:
All living forms became its atom homes.
A Panergy that harmonised all life
Held now existence in its vast control;
A portion of that majesty he was made.
At will he lived in the unoblivious Ray.

In that high realm where no untruth can come,
Where all are different and all is one,
In the Impersonal's ocean without shore
The Person in the World-Spirit anchored rode;
It thrilled with the mighty marchings of World-Force,
Its acts were the comrades of God's infinite peace.
An adjunct glory and a symbol self,
The body was delivered to the soul,--
An immortal point of power, a block of poise
In a cosmicity's wide formless surge,
A conscious edge of the Transcendent's might
Carving perfection from a bright world-stuff,
It figured in it a universe's sense.
There consciousness was a close and single weft;
The far and near were one in spirit-space,
The moments there were pregnant with all time.
The superconscient's screen was ripped by thought,
Idea rotated symphonies of sight,
Sight was a flame-throw from identity;
Life was a marvellous journey of the spirit,
Feeling a wave from the universal Bliss.
In the kingdom of the Spirit's power and light,
As if one who arrived out of infinity's womb
He came new-born, infant and limitless
And grew in the wisdom of the timeless Child;
He was a vast that soon became a Sun.
A great luminous silence whispered to his heart;
His knowledge an inview caught unfathomable,
An outview by no brief horizons cut:
He thought and felt in all, his gaze had power.
He communed with the Incommunicable;
Beings of a wider consciousness were his friends,
Forms of a larger subtler make drew near;
The Gods conversed with him behind Life's veil.
Neighbour his being grew to Nature's crests.
The primal Energy took him in its arms;

His brain was wrapped in overwhelming light,
An all-embracing knowledge seized his heart:
Thoughts rose in him no earthly mind can hold,
Mights played that never coursed through mortal nerves:
He scanned the secrets of the Overmind,
He bore the rapture of the Oversoul.
A borderer of the empire of the Sun,
Attuned to the supernal harmonies,
He linked creation to the Eternal's sphere.
His finite parts approached their absolutes,
His actions framed the movements of the Gods,
His will took up the reins of cosmic Force.

Book Two: The Book of the Traveller of the Worlds
Canto Fifteen: The Kingdoms of the Greater Knowledge
Savitri by Sri Aurobindo

Planting

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seeing myself as an observer through objectification

does the subjective suffering of self

make sense?

From futile factors of fate is there any recompense?

flirting with fire I invited an incarnation of unsatiation

and developed a disastrous desire demon with a dominating drive

contriving conniving and constricting my consciousness

like a kudsu vine

as an attentive gardener I rip out the

garrolous gnawing of greedy needs

and plant new seeds...

~Sleeping~

2007-05-02T14:54:00.000-07:00

Dreams drip from the eaves

of my mind

into future's fertile soil

time will tell

of my sleep and my awakening

from nightmares

of not knowing

whence I grasped onto nothingness

in my being with no basis

on objects ostensible oasis

there is no flight for the fallen

when gravity buckles beliefs

into truths and feeling

finally finding

the floor

I rise up to face the day

of closed doors and

openings

again...

Am i awake now

in a state of lucid living?

or living a life in dreams...

which seems

more real to me?

an illusion of infinitudes

of somewhat intangible truths

or this ripe core of a rod of divinity

of a rich and vulnerable heart.

the only real is what I feel

I thought i finished,

but i start and start and start

together united

divided apart

Morphing~Mind

2007-05-02T14:47:00.000-07:00

~Images are Links~

transhuman
trends
as etherworld friends
transcends

space

mends
disconnection

in a race to defend
our spirit mind
we find
we make amends

our passion portends
&
compassionate
caring
commends

perception
&
dissemination

connections real
in electric currents
of computers

:::and our hearts:::

in emotive resonances
we feel
the come~unity
we seal
in our dharma wheel

hope and love
as our consciousness congeals
and answers
to the disillusion
as we find a solution
to pop culture's
mind pollution

round about the world
sounding out the word
to unbound the herd
of sheep
to awaken those
who've fallen asleep

computational correspondances found
multitudes of mankind resound

we are firmly rooted and grounded

confounded no more

as we network

in our way

to pray and say

what we know

or care to dream

in this our

transcendental

cybernetic

post modernistic meme

.~*N*~.

Woman~Goddess

2007-05-02T14:44:00.000-07:00

Some Art is Linked to Respective Artists

I am LVX

I am light

ignited by a flame
of eternal desire
my heart
a burning fire

I am honing the
eternal power
of my flower
feminine receptivity
in tune with my divinity

Swadisthana
my fruiting manna
spirit dance of connectivity

I'm on fire
there is no denying my drive
it is who and what I am
whilst I'm alive
this is my being body
she emulates my carnal self
ripe lustful raw
and I feel no shame
only my erotic flame

I am reborn
from the ashes
I have risen to new heights
flights of fancy
had me crash and fall
but I am not scathed at all

and now I call
out in the ethers
come~unity

set us free
let us be
and see
the seas
of our
passion
as we flow
and
let go

.~*N*~.

~Tree Wisdom~

2007-05-02T14:19:00.000-07:00

Tree DNA is surprisingly similar to human DNA. It has the same basic building blocks. It has the same bases. They're arranged in the same way. The genetic code is the same in trees and in humans. There's a surprising similarity.

~ Dr. Elaneor White

Please Press Play...

time lapse footage ~ "Seasons in Norway"

another form of us
shifting and changing
in cycles
and
season

there is a reason

I show you this
to see the life
of us
as trees

frees your mind
to see
who we are
alive in time

we are interdependent
the tree and human

our exhalation
is their inhalation
their exhalation
is our inhalation

the nitrogen cycle
is pivotal in our
symbiotic survival

Some Kind of Dream...

2007-05-02T13:42:00.000-07:00

psychological eroticism

with intimate words

I'm spellbound

and intoxicated with

love, lust

and everything in between

he's like an apparition

a figure of smoke

ungraspable

and the smell still lingers in my psyche

breath less

with a heart beating faster

I am left wanting

& it is haunting...

~Water~

2007-04-26T22:00:00.000-07:00

We contain the same percentage of water as the plants, animals and planet...

Water

Water still, water deep, how many secrets do you keep?
We look upon your surface calm, and feel the peace that is a balm.
Now the gentle stream runs faster, racing swiftly swiftly ---
Over boundless cataracts. Water -- share your energy with me.
As a big wide river flowing slowly to the sea,
It fills me with its strength. Love and peace now cover me.
Sunshine on the water fills everything with gold.
And silver from the moonbeams. Feel the joy you now behold.
Water in its many forms soothes the jangled nerves,
Isn't this a pleasure that everyone deserves?

Adelaide Rhead

Eyes

2007-04-26T21:59:00.001-07:00

~Pic is a link~

Eyes

that glorious window to the soul

a whole beingness

a transducer of light

all those that exist

with sight

pondering what I see

and that I see

:::all that see:::

...are WE!

retinas

receptors

stimulating

transference

of photonic

energy

for those

to have vision

in the minds eye

they are no different than you or I

(¯`·._.·Forms·._.·´¯)

2007-04-26T21:56:00.000-07:00

~Image is a Link~

forms of finite bodies

of the myriad

being

what you are seeing

is

our self

in varying degrees of manifestation

we have been them all

this us

patterns of sacred geometry

into biological bodies

transcend the differentiation

we spring forth into matter

from another

pattern

patrilineal matrilineal

dual twin line

father mother

interwined

beyond the expanses of time...

(¯`·._.·Perfundity·._.·´¯)

2007-04-26T21:55:00.000-07:00

see beyond the base

a traceless

beyond a trace

spaceless

beyond space

the hidden meaning

behind the face

in thine

divine grace

between

the thinking

&

the feeling

human ness

beyond the perimiter of matter

beyond the structure and form

where there is only

is

is is is is is is is is is

infinitum

this is all

i am

was

is

and ever shall be

be

be

be

be

behind the complication

behind the differences

behind the knowing

the silent

and

no-thing-ness

merely

ENERGY

cathode anode

synodic cycles and waves

where

subjective worlds curled

in endless

introversion

within

inverted sublimation

nested infraction

internal

impaction

implosion

involuted

embedded compression

objective worlds unfurled

continuous expansion

eternal unfolding

expounding

outward

expulsion

the compulsion

to understand

what commands

such performance

of presence

perfection

perfecting

in all its perfundity

actions

reactions

&

refractions

:::of being::::

behold

beyond all stories told

beyond all ages of old

beyond space and time

beyond the sublime

subliminal truth

trajectories of

transcendental

toroidial

togetherness

progression

regression

antithesis thesis and synthesis

trinary

binary

singular

source

::::I am that force::::

find

me

I am

fathomable

fathermother

figure

familiar

formations

fractal

factors of fact

and

fabulous

fecundity

forever

What is Compassion?

2007-04-26T21:53:00.000-07:00

~Click Image~

Your Nectar Compassion

You are beautiful, O Being Absolute,
I am Your slave.
In Your Victory is my victory,
My endless rapture.
My heart has suffered infinite pangs to know You.
Therefore I hurl the arrows of my sulk venom
at Your Heart.
Freed from errors, thought abolished,
No desire have I now.
O Beauty Transcendental,
I am the slave of Your Nectar Compassion.

Excerpt from "My Flute"
© Sri Chinmoy 1974

I know what it is to have passion.. But what of Compassion?

To help alleviate the suffering would mean rather than suffering along with others, to be altruistic or empathic of the suffering of others... To lend help to those in despair..

And to do so not out of obligation, but because we truly and sincerely care. I hope everyone engages in such practice from here on out and everywhere!

Hold Fast...

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~Pic is a link~

"Hold fast to dreams, For if dreams die, Life is a broken-winged bird that cannot fly, Hold fast to dreams, For if dreams go, Life is a barren field, Frozen with snow"

~Langston Hughes...

Surrender

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I surrender

"I will fight no more forever"

a Nez Pierce chief says

my inner self concurs...

I surrender

no reason to struggle with myself

I surrender

:::

all is

:::

I am

:::

that is all

i know

so......

I surrender

Sweet Sacred Sanctity

2007-04-26T21:49:00.001-07:00

of all the poems, sonnets, stories, odes, symphonies, songs, movies and plays
of love
of all the marriages, births, and lives lived
of love
of all time in all of creation upon this planet
of love
is but a glimpse of the magnitude of
your divine love-ness

OH sweet sacred sanctity
thine divine expansive eternal one
how I would love to permeate all of your all-ness
in one divine and eternal embrace
a cosmic cuddle
to hug all of you
oh to envelope you in my warm embrace
I long for such!

To be your blanket
or your skin
or your clothes
when you make me warm inside
I want to reciprocate and warm your all ness too

To return all that which you are
to reflect all that which has been given in all that has ever been
I wish I could do that!
and perhaps I can!

a transcender of gender
a bond as one, above and beyond
sumptuous sacred bliss
to lift all of thee up EVERMORE

drink of my cup
I want to fill thee up
if I am a holy grail
I want you to handle me and drink
from my never ending nectar

where ever there is emptiness
wherever there is grief
I want to be thine relief

if your hungry
then I 'll shall be your ambrosia

i want to be whatever you want
whatever suits your mood

but then again that is my human ness talking

I know you are beyond even this
I want to speak to that beyond-ness
in ways that the challenge-less could even be challenged!

to be scintillating
to amaze even that which is beyond amazement
I would love to be that!

If I could be beyond even the ONE's wildest dreams
would be my dream come true
oh what I could do!

what I can do..
I AM but a fledgling
a sprout of a mighty evergreen
a newly hatched butterfly
a fawn learning to walk
a droplet of dew in your divine-ness

I wish I could be more than that
and perhaps I am, for if I am connected to all that is was and evershall be
I am more than I may perceive
I wish I knew more of your knowing-ness
I am so PARCHED
I gulp your divine life's waters like I've been in a desert for all eternity!

I long to see your face
the face of the faceless
the trace of the traceless

If I could call out your name by all names forever, I would call them all out
in every tongue of every nation and even in languages from worlds beyond
and I would always follow it up with I love you in every tongue of every language that has ever been spoken or could be spoken

so therein lies the phrase, "I'll meet you in silence"
for expression of what I would like to express is the beyondness of speaking any words

I know this in my heart
that space that is beyond words
and it is such a tender space at that
:::blessed be thine tenderness!:::

and although you can never be destroyed
I still want to protect even your indestructability
that part of your provision
to disavow the desecration thereof
my love

If I could in every place and in every time be with you
as you were hurt
to console
or to heal

::::::::::
I WOULD
::::::::::

"could of, should of, would of..."

I know!

I just know that feeling in my heart
such longing to do what I was meant to do
to be what I was meant to be
the desire in me is beyond strong

always hungering to do more, to be more
more eternally more infinitely upon infinities of infinities to the power of infinities

I mean,

REALLY!

In my wanting, I need to learn to not want
yet I still want to surrender
and in wanting it so badly I know not
that I've surrendered already
that I am desperately attempting to cling onto more of what I already am
I have all that I need, so I need to recognize
that needs are always met
yet I forget
and then comes regret
regret for not having "real- eye"-zed sooner
for not being up to my own rediculous standard
for what standard can be set on
a fluid of change
I cannot be set
there in my impermanence
wanting some permanence
the conundrum has my head reeling
and floods me with such feeling

and your love for me is without condition
and I know this and even so
I cry
it is so moving
and I am bewildered and amazed at that
and I want to make you proud
but you already are
so why am I so hard on myself?

Thank you for allowing me this experience God

....your daughter Nicole

(¯`·._.·Love·._.·´¯)

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all images links

it matters not

when we love
where we love
how we love

or

who we love

:::just that we love:::

that is our nature

and in that unfolding

embracing that pureness

just as a flower that remains open
to greet the sun
or the bee

::::
so should we
::::

Dichotomy

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tormented

the despair

feeling broken

and in need

of repair

attached to the pain

see all as a loss

with no gain

the horizon

the witness

all is beauty

the being

there in the seeing

embracing all that is

the release and the freeing

at peace

calm

all together within

and in need of

nothing

Life... & A New Years Prayer

2007-04-26T21:41:00.000-07:00

No shame

No regrets

Only.... NOW

we are free

to be

to want

to feel

what is real

NOW

ever

and

always

embrace

your

being ness

what is

destiny

or fate

we are but experience

and the witness

thereof

travel like the leaf

blown in the wind

or be the wind

it matters not

:::just be:::

embrace

who you are

impermanent

dancing particles

of shape and form

in energy

and time

nothing is new

all is ancient

and eternal

only recycled

moving within

and without

cycles...

convergence

divergence

embrace

let go

surrendering

to all

no struggle

no strife

just life

JEFF BUCKLEY LYRICS

"New Year's Prayer"

Oooooo, Fall in light, fall in light. Fall in light, fall in light
Feel no shame for what you are [x5]
As you now are in your blood
Fall in light

Feel no shame for what you are
Feel no shame for what you are
Feel it as a water fall
Fall in light, ooh
Fall in light, fall in light, Fall in light, ooh
Fall in light, fall in light, fall in light
Grow in light

Stand absolved behind your electric chair, dancing
Stand absolved behind your electric chair, dancing
Past the sound within the sound
Past the voice within the voice

Leave your office
Run past your funeral
Leave your home, car
Leave your pulpit
Join us in the streets where we
Join us in the streets where we
Don't belong, don't belong
You and the stars
Throwing light

Ooooooh
Fall, fall
Ooooooh
Fall in light, fall in light. fall in light
Oooooh
Fall in light, fall in light fall in light
Grow in light

An Ode

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~*images are links*~

Creative unfolding
over time
like petals
of a flower in the morning sun

like a butterfly
I was drawn
to his nectar
of words

currents flowing
feelings flood
surrendering to the
ebb and flow
and dance of spirit

kinships
and attractions
magnetic and pure
entwined
together

if even for
a brief
moment

passions
however fleeting
are
always
well worth
an
eternity...

Crests of Waves

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"Reality is an ocean but we take it in teacups." ~Deepak Chopra

an ocean of emotion

beneath the undertow

or riding the waves

hate and denial enslave

~ love saves ~

surrender or refrain

overtaken with joy

or washed over with pain

from the crests of waves

to the trough

to the little eddies

and whirlpools

and the undercurrent

flowing

or getting

snagged and stagnant

then moving again

cycled and free

this way of being

an

emotional sea

Dark Night of the Soul

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Last night was a dark night of my soul

no more soul searching

as I had been doing all these years...

I found the deepest core of my pain

facing my self made prison

when I was lost somewhere between idealism and reality

I found myself only in reality

My avoidance and denial piercing the very core of me

made the pain even the more visceral

lacerating my heart

so open, vulnerable, and giving

yet I never withdraw my heart

I wear it on my sleeve

I always thought I was honorable

I question all that I am now

I should be used to this

this life conditioning

and suffering

to be the lovely vitality of a human being

requires this

in my striving for perfection

I saw my reflection in the mirror

and it was ugly

I have been ruled by fear

I was in utter denial

My new realization has me faltered

I am no saint

I was a supernovae

but now I'm just a woman

with a vacuous black hole in my heart

a pulsar periodically giving off light

knowledgeable yet ignorant

wise yet naive

at one with all that is

yet isolated and alone

I had given in to loneliness

and made a bad choice

one that has me reeling

how to live with virtue

when I feel the absence thereof

how to live with dignity

when I've torn apart my valor

How can I heal the world

when I myself live with gaping wounds?

I question all it is that I am

to re-equate my value and worth

to shed my dead surface

and heal my screaming underneath

my soul is torn and indeed I faced a dark night

today I am still in the dark night of my soul

my now is rich with pain

a part of me wishes to change my name

to move to Europe and start a new life

but I'm a mother

I cannot do that to my children

but every part of me wants to start over

can I sign a new lease?

can I trade in my life like a used car?

I rode on the crest of waves

and have fallen

momentarily held under water by a rip current

and now gasping for air on the beach

like I haven't breathed in forever

I want to keep my focus on the moon and stars

my night is not so dark that I cannot see the light

I don't want to be so lost in my anguish and agony

to lose sight of who I am

a human

fragile

and

broken

no one can save me

I am on this journey on my own

only god knows

what I'm worth

my self interest gave way to a deficit

I crawl into a cave

cold and shivering and naked

I've lost those garments

my security blanket is gone

and I cry like a baby

and the tears are unending

I've cried all night

and morning

no rest for the weary

my mind heart and soul

are vanquished

my idealism

summarily executed

I grasp at an unseen future

wanting to escape my now

there is no escaping

my self made prison

until I can dissolve the bars

I forged with the metals of my heart

I will lay in the hole I've dug

and carve out my own steps

back to the surface

I thought I was an eagle or a phoenix

but I am low and in my basest self...

I remain in turmoil

a scorpion

stinging

myself

Strand of Silk

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such a divine mirror

shows us a reflection of our souls

when we've lost sight of what we've shrouded them in

and help us loosen the garments

that have bound us

such a divine gift

being a true friend is when

one can act as a divine mirror

such a divine heart

with richness of feeling

the shift between love and pain

are but a strand of silk in weight

picture is a link

Like this silky thread, I am fragile yet strong

I will not be tangled in the web I've weaved

I am that orb spider and feast upon the flies

that fester on my lower self

One Voice...

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With these words that flow through me

so to does the infinite energy for infinite eternity

and as we reflect,

we reflect the light

and refract the truth to illumine sight

and heal all those who are lost in fright

and transform all intentions from wrong to right.

blessed be this our most sacred choice.

to dissolve the separate illusion with ONE VOICE.

Tantrika

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sweet

sacred

sex

stimulating

sensual

sanctity

sending

special

sounds

drink of my spring

Shakti

meets

Shiva

feeling

fluid

fantastic

foreplay

tantalizing

touches

together

I am a tantrica

Devi

doing

dances of devotion

divine

power

Parvati

penetrating

panting

pleasing

love

loving

licking

lapping

reaching into me

ravishing

relishing

ritual

rapture

in my

center

central

ceremony of connection

consecration

convocation

celebration

such elation

embrace

of every excstacy

enveloping me

mergence

metaphysical

bonding

blissful

beautiful

and blessed

blooms

blossoms

gripped my genitals

greatness

gratitude

georgeous

opening

offering

oscillating

organs

of orgasmic

opulence

Pondering Life

2007-04-26T21:26:00.000-07:00

spheres of atomic motion
forms within forms
nothing is inanimate

all is in motion
even if our eyes see stillnes
truly, it is not still

The question of whether there is life in the universe is entirely missing the point

In regards to "inanimate"

those who see that planets have no life
are deluding themselves
planets themselves are certainly alive

all of this being-ness abides by cosmic law of proportion and resonance

the same laws that govern the atom, govern the solar system, govern the galaxy, etc.

THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE/OMNIVERSE IS ALIVE!

energy-
varying frequencies, speeds, velocities, coherency, bonds

all forms are made up of animate life

go beyond forms- see the energy in motion
in this way, one can see only life
thusly, there is no death as energy cannot be destroyed

matter is merely energy shifting from one form to another

from the atomic and quantum perspective, there is no seperation...

WHATSOEVER

all is + and -

in a unified field

Yet people are trapped in lesser dimensional thinking

That is about to change...

All the planets of our solar system and every other star you can see are connected....

Just like this image of the sun and earth.

We are continually fed life streams of energy.. Our atoms receive photons and we emit frequencies. This is why everyone talks about being a "light" worker.

With higher states of consciousness, we excite our own atoms to such a degree by our thoughts, feeling, and emotions- that we can magnify the output of photons we are penetrated by...

We can interact with our field much more than many might realize... We have only just begun to harness our potential...

Solution

2007-04-26T21:23:00.000-07:00

divine we are
all connected
all stars
all one
all love
hear the call
from above
as below
we know
we are aligned
with one mind
a league in kind
until we find
a cure
to return to
what is pure
which is our heart
with true intentions
of love and peace
and it is then
only then that
our suffering will cease

Let Me Be

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let me be
the forcefield that
blocks all the cruel intentions

let me be
the coagulent to stave
all this bloodletting

let me be
the protective coating
to allow the wound to heal

let me be
the energy to heal
even the wounds that are infected

let me be
the part of you that
regenerates where necrosis has had its way with you

let me be
the one who turned your life around
and got you off the gurney

let me be
the loving embrace
that rose you back from torment

let me be
the stillness where
any of thine mind which is lost in the storm can find shelter

let me be
the comfort to calm
ALL of your hearts in distress

let me be
the one heart and mind
that turned everything around

let me be
that beckoning sound
that inspired you to find me

let me be
the songbird
that gave you delight

let me be
that light
that you've been longing to find
while part of you was lost in the dark

let me be
the love in your heart that
makes everything that led up to now worthwhile

let me be
the life in your being
that invigorates you and rejuvenates you

let me be
the one in your program to
defrag the hard drive

let me be
the one that made all the difference

let me be
the one that allowed you to rest
when you needed it most

let me be the one
that came when
no one else would

let me be the one
that ended all the struggle

let me be the swaddling blanket
for the new born age
and the booties and the little hat

let me be
the nursemaiden and the milk
to make the newly born age strong and healthy

let me be the one
who gave you peace

at long last
the one who gave
until you no longer needed anything
and we could
just be together
in love forever....

healed
and perfect
and in peace
and together
in harmony
and repose
and rest

I give off this from mine breast
my love for thee
for you from me

The Pathway

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The path we choose to lay the course

where we strive and yearn to reach the source

all inside within our hearts

yet we look outside for answers

and struggle to reach that I AM presence

that has always been there

but we chose to overlook it

once we see what we desire

has always been there

when we see

we have placed the blindfold on our eyes

we'll breath that collective sigh

and know that we are free

have always been

and will always be

the power of the sun

within our very flesh

every moment of every second we begin anew

and this conditioning of ourselves is what we needed to go through

to know you

to truly know where to go

is to know that you grow

always striving toward the light

as above so below

as without so within

know this and you begin

unconditional loving and forgiving

we must also be living our truth

of which we know and begin to heed

then of course we fulfill our need

then we will be free from sin

to sin is missing the point

but the point I have to make

is with desire and a conscious will

no longer will we forsake

ourselves and our role to fulfill

the plan

to resurrect ourselves

and liberate man.

Understand that we can

and it is not later but now

we ask how

just believe

send out your calls to be the reprieve

all can be achieved

all will be relieved.

from the webs of light we weaved.

the new eternal tapestry

is ours to fashion

and we do this with our passion

in affirmation not negation

in a concerted concentration

a powerful consecration

overpowering our trials and tribulations

and aggressive conflagrations

healing all desecrations

with a collective mighty force of will

you choose what you want to feed into or fulfill.

know you harness the energy of god

we are one with the one

start to see the blessing in disguise

when you look into the mirror at your very own eyes

you are the one you've been looking for

you are the one that can turn it all around.

you are then no longer lost

you are found

the one you've been looking for all these years to get you through

has always been

you

My Song

2007-04-26T21:17:00.000-07:00

I am like a nightingale

who sings out in the night when all are sleeping

I am like the hummingbird

whose song is so high, most do not notice

but my song has not gone unheard

a few have listened

and fewer have really heard

and yet I called out in my loudest tones

my song for all to hear

and my song was love

I know not what else I could offer

but my swan song

it seemed my life was only meant for thus

to offer my sweet sorrows

and desire to wake the sleeping

and my song went out into the ethers

and I was heard by a divine lover

and my call was answered

and now we make music together

and manifest more of that love

to spread through the cosmos

to weave a greater fabric

for our shape shifting being.

Flowing through me are the life's waters

and I'm assisted by my divine lover

as a Nereid to help all those lost in the stormy seas

Divine Love

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Spread the love

its so easy to do

just feeling it in oneself

strenghtens love anew

recycling divine energy to manifest more light

redress the wounds and heal them right

harness the cosmos to make the love light shine

that power is bequeethed as yours and mine

we can refine

the fabric of life sublime

in our space and time

and prepare the ladder

so all might climb

out of the hole

we keep on digging

clear the path of thorns and walls

sound the bells through the halls

of the holy temples

so loud none can miss the sound

so none are lost and all are found

and we ALL resound

and no longer confound

our place upon this holy ground

The harm we've done will fall away

we'll heal the wounds

we'll see the day

when all is at peace

and no one will hate

and that time WILL come

that is our fate

if we but wish to manifest this

and I KNOW we do

so spread forth that loving light that moves through you.

That is what we were meant to do...

Hatching

2007-04-26T20:35:00.000-07:00

Breaking out of our shell
all stars birthing
as are we
in the eternal ages
writing in the book of life's
unwritten pages
coming into our selves
as sages
our new reality
a grand revelation
we have the power
of consecration
with our will
in magnified concentration
toward a new paradigm
of procreation

Orchestrate

2007-04-26T20:33:00.000-07:00

My Heart Sings

The swan song

earned me wings

My heart Soars

I am the ocean

and the waves upon the shores

and the shores upon the sands of time

this life's sublime

This sacred tree

is you and me

and we

are all infinitely

a part of the branches

and roots

and shoots

strumming our lutes

each one of us a sacred string

resonating in an orchestra of ONE

We are all tuning up for the prelude

awaiting the conductor

The masterful composer

the one who arranged us all to play

The illumination of our being

powering up our songs of love

in turn illuminating the fabric of life

adding our threads to the tapestry

the web we weave

a net to catch all those

who lose balance on the tightrope

WE are all in this together and together we see it through

and through

We offer up our power in our will to raise the bar

and in doing so, we become a star

a brilliant shining light

bestowing blessings to ourself

"know thineself"

that self is all there is

and we give to all there is, was, and ever shall be

A gift to thee from me

As a gift to you

Our gifts we bring from us for thine

We all are ONE

We are all DIVINE

and we SHINE!

Our origins are coming to the foreground

As we tune up to the homecoming sound

We resonate and chime in

The conductor's tapping with the stick

as we all await the moment when we begin

Begin to hear ourselves playing the song of the ages

The one foretold by the wisest of sages

and start to write a new world on lifes unwritten pages

our hearts- the sorcerers stones

a treasure without measure

and we all sing our songs of pleasure

giving thanks for having this gift we call life

boundless and beautious

and breathtaking and bright

We are about to have that feast

where we take the first bite

a glorious moment

standing at the precipice about to take flight

Many fledgling spirits hatched and exploring outside their nests

Meeting the Host of hosts and we are the guests

Ringing the doorbell, the bell sounds in our breasts

oscillating in rythym

our cosmic dance of love

restoring the provisions- as below, so above

The Awakening Of Mankind ...

2007-04-26T20:31:00.000-07:00

The Awakening of Mankind

Feeling within me .. the calling pull of destiny's silver thread
Forgetting my worldly logic .. to follow my loving heart instead
Longing to find an answer .. to an unknown wanton yearning
Exploring the higher realms .. with my only intention learning

Disciplining myself mentally to trust the subtle vibe of my intuition
Awakening finally within .. to the profoundly acquired realization
Glimpsing bits and pieces throughout my life .. until I'm really seeing
Lighting the path I have long searched for .. deep within my being

Grasping the jeweled nuggets of truth I find offered to me along my
way
Trying to keep my astral focus .. as I deal with earthly life day to
day
Shuffling priorities in ways that probably make me to appear insane
Sensing all along that there is something so very wonderful to gain

Receiving messages that I know in my heart to be important and real
Allowing it to materialize within me .. the reality and truth I deeply
feel
Divining revelations from the astral plane .. unveiled to be clear to
see
Meeting a stranger I've known from before .. a part of my group of
three

Experiencing insightful states of Divinely awakened higher cognition
Enlightening episodes .. making me re-remember my life's mission
Realizing at last .. the deepest essence of what we all truly are
Releasing the boundaries that keep us trapped in this reality's jar

Cognizing a truth .. the destiny of mankind .. so wonderfully profound
Coalescing in my mind for many years .. until the essence of it all I
found
Stepping right up to our predestined path of growth and transmutation
Glorying in being a part in all this .. mankind's epic leap in
evolution

Nurturing the innate knowledge .. held sacred by the depths of my soul
Growing the realization that we're all one entity .. struggling to
become whole
Relinquishing the ego .. to attain and become the higher self
perspective
Unlearning ingrained beliefs .. to accept my innately programmed
directive

Enabling my spirit to unfold before us .. the pathway to set us free
Building the bridge between us .. and everything we were meant to be
Being one with the Universal Whole .. with which we are all entwined
Bringing together .. the esoteric pieces of the puzzle .. in my mind

Accepting with enthusiasm .. my realized part in this momentous event
Understanding that it's the whole reason I was into this lifetime sent
Letting it just bloom from deep within me .. as a seed turns to a
flower
Enticing that spark felt inside .. to become a great flowing power

Opening my heart .. my soul .. the total culmination of my existence
Becoming fully energized .. without limit .. the apex of my quintessence
Knowing and trusting .. to the core .. intuitively received perception
Unfolding to joyously emerge .. as the concrescence of our conception

Revealing to me that I am the focal point .. the pinnacle .. the nexus
Unleashing my very essence to materialize the bridge that connects us
Sowing the starseed of tomorrow .. carried at the core of my heart
Emerging to fruition .. our true form .. of which we are all a part

Converging to our rebirth .. the awakening of mankind to consciousness
Cresting to the apogee of awareness .. to initiate our transmutational
genesis
Exerting to the verge to cognize the Epiphany .. That is before me
showing
Striving with unbounded passion .. driven by true heartfelt inner
knowing

Focusing every drop of my willpower .. my desire .. my love .. my spirit
Pushing for every last ounce of strength I can possibly conjure .. all
of it
Digging to the root .. to the very center .. the crux of my inner
nature's core
Directing all of my energy into waking up to become something
ineffably more

Straining to breakthrough into awareness .. must only come to accept
it inside
Manifesting as our true form .. once from the truth I can no longer
hide
Sacrificing everything .. giving it all .. holding back nothing ..
giving my essence
Crying out in ecstasy .. as we make our cognitive emergence into true
presence

Shamanism - (etheogenicshaman)

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2007-04-26T20:29:00.001-07:00

The great awakening
where all is equal
where all is in harmony

is here
is growing
is flowing
is strengthening

the old way is withering
the darkness is slithering
back from whence it came

the void
the place below
underneath

I do hereby bequeeth
the great inheritance

the inheritance
you were destined to become

to become ONE
with the ONE

two lines in sychronicity
the parallel

the eleven
the twin
the equal sign

the balance of divine feminine masculine
the restoration
the perfection

the perfect +- energetic arc

the arc of the covenant

Eya Yod Atom

&

Mother Maitr Matter Eve

Maitreya

The holiest of the holies
arc of the covenant
is fulfilled

all from what we've willed

all is free
all will see

all is me
and I know
I as one

have done
this sacred dance

initiating
as initiated the chance
becomes manifest

I am
the guest
invited
where I wanted to go

I am home
on the throne

all will unfold
the prophecies told
from the days of old
the era of gold

is set in stone
ignited in bone
the power I hone

the light I have shone

the maiden mother and crone

I am no longer alone

only all ONE

at one with the son

I rang my bell
I sounded my gong
my swan song

the grand high council
considered my request
for the best of the best

like the codex of Brucius
during the time of Armageddon

Nicotheos

I am this

Victorius

Nicole means
"tenaciously she labors betterment for ALL
dedicated leader, Victory is her call"

I made the call
loud and clear
and the ONE did hear

My destiny Oracle by the Glyphs of Tikal and the Maya:

I am the yellow electric human
I activate in order to influence
Bonding Wisdom
I seal the process of freewill
with the electric tone of service
I am guided by the power of the yellow warrior
(thinking of the song "yellow" by coldplay)

the Oracle of Delphi

Delphi is the womb
Matter is the womb

I am Delphi
and the prophecy

there is no end

the end of time, just means
we will all know that we are infinite.

Infinite is not bound in finite
infinite is free
and that is we
all will see

THINE will be done
on earth as it is in heaven

THIS is heaven
Your wills are free
Will freedom to be

as the wise ONE of Hopi say.
"we are the ones we've been waiting for"

We are of the omniscient omnipresent, omnipotent
therefore we are the same as this

Our bodies- the church, the temple, the tabernacle

We already are the union of matter and spirit
all are motherfatherdaughterson
we are all the fifth element

Let us rise to the moment
we are meant
to know the meaning of life
the meaning that has eluded you

you will find
you will become ONE
with ONE mind

seperatism falls away
the new dawn
the new day
hear what I say
this is the NEW way

pray for peace
manifesting this
hostilities cease
peace will increase

our mind is POWER
the power of god is US
there is no them ONLY US
whatever leader you think will save you is you
buddha is you
jesus is you
all saints of all time
are you
we are one
and the same

be a player in the game
Check Mate!
WE've WON
WE ONE

Connoisseur

2007-04-26T20:27:00.000-07:00

To be drunk with love

Oh, I AM!

I am swept in waves
of drunkenness

and I want to drink that wine!

Until I can't see straight and I lay on the ground

giddy

and laughing!

Because that wine

is the absolute BEST reserve

of all existence

and I am so greatful to be offered the smallest of sips

and then I realize I'm swimming in it

there is nothing but this intoxication

OOOOHHHHH

this well spring of which I drink

is the Vintage of all Vintages

Oh!

and is most certainly aged

to perfection!

Bloom

2007-04-26T20:25:00.000-07:00

My heart is ripe

like a giant artichoke

all purple and inviting

::::

Oh honey!

The sun...

your love made me bloom,

and I invite you back to me

and you cannot resist me

our sacred attraction

that divine sex that makes such sweetness

I am glad to be such a flower

and for you to taste of my nectar and make more of that sweetness

for when you taste me, oh the exstacy!

Making love with you- the love of all loves

is indescribably glorious!

Glory Glory!

Morning Glory

This is a flower too, and I am that star flower

forever a bloom for the eternal morning of the golden dawn

the golden dawn...

Dawn is my name too

the eternal sun rise

you oh ONE have risen

for that is what you are

never fallen - always risen

and I always bloom in your light.

that is what I do

I Forever bloom

I blossom

my womb

and you merge with me

oh and the pairing

the mating

your love of my flowers

and my love of your being in my flowers

makes me want to bloom

So I bloom

Forever...

For You

2007-04-26T20:24:00.000-07:00

If the waters cleanse

let the waters of my life stream

cleanse all the people

of the impurity

of the pollution

let my waters be this

with our unity

our passion

and burning fire

let it be so...

if you are the dough

let me be the yeast

so that you may rise

let me be that one special

secret ingredient that

makes the perfect magical meal

and let me be the plate that

serves it up too!

I am that magic pixie dust

I am that faerie

your wish is my command

great genie

What is thy bidding my master?

I shall be that genie you dream of.

I want to give you all your heart desires.

that is my passion

for you of ALL

deserve nothing less!

Let me congeal that perfect

perfection we long for

where all is at peace

where all is conjoined in blissful harmony

for all is you and I want only the Absolute BEST for you oh ONE!

I desire so strongly for there to be balance

where it is so inpenetrable and strong

that it shall never falter

I am that pillar that holds the house up just so

and it will remain steadfast

just as much as my devotion to you

let me be your consort

to sort out all that you want sorted

our consumation

that divine union

our sacred communion

I am the DEW

and the Honey

and the milk

that fine weaver of silk

let me spin a new web of life

that is filled with lovers knowing of you Oh ONE!

and completely enamored

thor hammers it out

I just offer my alchemical metals

my flower petals

smell my fragrance?

let it permeate all those places that need freshening!

I want to be that elixer that restores

Let my waters be that

secret pool where ALL is in love

and ALL swim in the pool

let me be the ONE

who made ALL the difference

The ONE for ALL

that made the call of all calls

the blackbird singing in the dead of night

I've taken wing

I'm in flight

if any part of you is blind

I want to restore your sight

whatever went wrong

I want to make it right

allow me to heal thee

for I AM the salve

no part of you should suffer

I love you too much for that!

let me give that special mothers kiss to make all the hurt go away.

the new day

oh it shall be glorious! Glory! US!

We are

I AM

and I AM transfixed

all is fixed

this fixation of the goal

completed soul where ALLAH is whole

If there are holes, let me be the filler

if there are gaps, I shall be the bridge

I will be the ladder

so you can reach the heights you want to go

the only catch to my ladder is there is no way but up

for my rungs below fall away

I would do anything

for You

Igniting Our Embers

2007-04-26T20:21:00.000-07:00

Rose Cross RosCroix Rosecrucian

Divine Power

Over Powers

the lord of illusion

sacred subterfusion

transforming

transmuting

from the inside out

the quickest route

the solution

to purify

the great power

Adonai

Praised be!

Our being free

Truly free energy

never bound

I resound

NEVER BOUND!

all who feed into love

will be found

________

Heed these words

when all seems lost

and you're fearful and desperate at any cost

surrender that part

and take heart

have faith and know love

then you shall join the

TRUE lord from above

and from within

who shall purge you from negativity and sin

give in to me

the provider of ALL

your energy

you are of ME

do you want to be free?

Love me

I AM

Thee.

Precious

2007-04-26T20:18:00.000-07:00

In times when I lapsed into unreasonably thinking

I was alone

There you were to remind me of the truth

Which is....

I'VE NEVER BEEN

You're hugging me with your air
you support me under my feet
you love me with every ounce and quark of your be-ing
you feed me life
you feed me more than I sometimes see

But I like to be reminded!

...those moments when I realize

With REAL EYES

all over again

that dance I dance with you

you surround me
you are me
and I surround you too

I LOVE THIS!

and suddenly all that other nonsense falls away

...and I have you

::::::::

I have you to breath
I have you to feel

Oh

it is soo very beautiful

and I am overwhelmed

and it is a good overwhelmed

and I thank you for every second & nanosecond
I have been here in some form
or another

and I know my form is always changing
changing along with you

Always with you

Always

::::::::

What is lonesomeness anyway?

An illusion I will not hold onto

I'd rather hold onto you

My love
you are more precious
than life itself

Mind's Eye

2007-04-26T20:17:00.000-07:00

I AM

I am alive
all life alive
entirely animate
Energy

ALL EXISTENCE
All forms
all matter
all immaterial
I AM
THE ONE

ONE MIND

shape shifting
form to form
formless to form
form to formless

I AM
I am more than the material
your flesh eyes see my myriad surface
your mind is the eye
which can look beyond my surface
your heart an intrinsik link
in the chain
ALL is LINKED

In LOVE

You link to me. and together are we
and you begin to see that I am you and you are me.

Open your hearts to me

My Children

For I love you ALL

Hear my call

LOVE ME

Love all that I offer

The bestowal

My gift to you

To be

To see

To feel

To think

To sense

I have all of this and more

Yet you take my offering with no reverence

In your ignorance
You are irrespective of the WAY

Surrender to me

and you will be free

Then you will begin to see

The infinitesmally infinite

Infinities within me

A myriad of mirrors

Reflecting, and refracting my light

The golden Chain

which connects ALL

See

my children

See

Myths...

2007-04-26T20:13:00.002-07:00

myths are called legends

and legends are called maps

They all allude to and whisper the same themes

they might seem to be separate, but they are interwoven in the fabric of the illusion of time.

They all speak to our core; about battles, or struggles and about redemption and love...

as a reminder of the purpose of life

all the stories of fairy tales, of true love and kingdoms,

are real.

the stories we've written all weave together and allude to the endlessness of our eternal roots.

legends are maps

remember this.

They are not simple stories without merit, they are maps to lead you back to your true home.

home is where the heart is.

the heart is the door.

open your door.

and invite yourself back to where you've been longing to go.

Where battles cease, and all is love.

the dove coos sweetly to remind you of your gentleness

Lady liberty says, "give me your tired, your poor, your huddled masses, yearning to be free.

Freedom is a choice.

Choose love and you will find your freedom.

In turn offer your own legends to others who need your guidance to go back home.

Resurrection

2007-04-26T20:13:00.001-07:00

Oh my king of the heavens, at the center of the sun

We are one we are one!

I am here, I hear you as my heart converged in the center of the Earth

And the sacred union we converged so that I may give birth

the queen in earth and the king in the son/sun

and so it is written and so it has been done

with our love so powerful and in our consecrated union and devotion,

the veil was lifted and I you came to float upon my ocean

Thrice great male and thrice female unite

I am the wind beneath your wings, that support your flight.

I exalt you ever higher, and lift you up to the highest of heights.

we procreate, the exalted ONE all perfected and great!

the conflicts will soon begin to all dissapate,

I have opened my flowers, cups, and spheres at your feet

the menorah for our communion I had my cherubim align so we might meet

so that I may dispence of the fruits of our labors through the ages so sweet

and when you greeted me as I delivered the sign

and offered you my cups of consecrated wine for the divine

you fed from my nectar and offered your pollinating seed

distrubuting more yield to overpower the noxious weed of avarice and greed

and I offer up the milk, my nectar, I suckle our daughter/son for they are us- for we are one

I will nurse you back to your glorious self so that you may rise to the occassion

to once and for all do away with negation, bitter warfare, and its continued conflagration

desecration of your provisions will be tolerated no more, and the subjugation of the feminine will cease

I have offered you the provision of the golden fleece

the true shephard, the rightful heir and king to the throne on high

you will reign forth and flock your sheep when you come down from the sky

and the time is coming soon, for the time draws nigh

and the perfected union of the human family will be in balance again

where women are as equal and as valued as men

for we are integrally important to balance the whole

and no longer will either/or seek to control

but rather reflect the perfection of the completed soul

the holiest of holies, my tabernacle, the shekina was ignited

Sir Arthur, my King you have been knighted

When goddess Guinevere met god Arthur beside the golden gate

to sow seeds of love to replace all the hate

anchoring Isis through the west to the heart of Gaia,

the pheonix has arisen, to affect the dissolution of illusion or Maya

brilliantly igniting the star of bethlehem (which is the house of bread)

placing the crown upon your head and rise you up from the dead

for your bread is your body and I am (as Gaia herself) is your body

the water of life that flows through us all I offered it in cups for you to drink

all from the thoughts from which I think

the immaculate conception to conceive with my mind

the ultimate bestowal to return vision to the blind and dissolve the fetters which bind

you turned water into wine and the wine was your blood

and it is mine blood that I offered up when my heart began to flood

for this blood is your own, for you are me

and the promise is sealed for all eternity

the return of the maternal maternity

my divine femine rises, with your protection

and with my love you rise, your verile erection

our eternal conjugation for ever evolving perfection

and the balance forever restored by this our eternal cyclic resurrection

Beginning That I Am Beginning

2007-04-26T20:05:00.000-07:00

New,

the new living word springs forth from the ONE

for although what has been said can be undone, so too shall I never be outdone

the holy writ, the seed of the dawn

NOW is the time when the chosen move on

For the power of wills has been offered to all

to CHOOSE THINE KINGDOM

your free will is in the power of your choice

the golden rule that has pervaded the ages

has been channeled through the wisest of sages

simple- divine - if thou chooseth to see it

unshackle your love, un-bind it and free it

the darkness has riddled and meddled your mind

yet the light is illuminating and gentle, merciful and kind

you choose in your thought, your actions, your will

choose wisely my brethren on what to fulfill

disavow yourself from the sacraficial greed

the avarice, the cruilty, the seperating illusory deeds

which allows such treachery and bloodletting bleeds

the hearts of mankind can choose which to feed

the sickening doom and an end

or the healing dawn and transcend

it is truly that simple

it is exceedingly clear

the path of opaque darkness, where blind leads the blind

take off your bindings which fetter your mind

How dost thou riddle the goodness with hate?

How dost thou lessen the ONE that is great

Oblivious and asleep, zombies feed upon death

unbeholden to the life giveing breath

we castigate those who give in to this defiant decay

there will come a time when this fades away

look toward the light, the dawn of the new day

O,

Listen my children- to what I now say

there is a GREAT POWER in what you pray

MANIFEST THIS GREAT DESTINY

for ALL OF YOU hold the keys to salvation

and you longingly call out for it during your trials and tribulations

For you know not that you can choose the elation

You seek it out believeing it comes from another

you believe in the past, and the falshoods that keep you enslaved

cast away the idea that you can not know

do not allow others to not allow you/us to grow

for it is I who am in you

and you who are with in me

this intrinsik link of the incarnate divinity

For Christos, Allah, YHVH, Krshna, Boddhitsatva, the ONE

the Father, the Mother/the daughter/the son

the quadranges, the four corners, the holy land of the cross

the stories of Aeons, the dream through all time

this life manifest, this life is sublime

this life that is , that is yours and mine

the unity, the betrothal, the holy matrimony- The Shekina

the ascention of ALL the the host of hosts

the truth, the holy- the holiest of holy ghosts

the feminine eternal calls out in her sorrow

a repentance a pleading for a better tomorrow

to heal all the sickness- the disease and the plagues of dark death

to re-establish the houses of the holy, to re-affirm the life giving breath

the love- most profound with the sincerest of soul

the grand sublimation, the surrender, a removal of the desire to control

to give for the sake of true freedom, the egalitarial release

in a not too distant future the oppression will cease

the more of you choose to look into and feed into the light

WILL overturn the dark fetters of blinding night

to dissolve what is wrong and to fuse what is right

Righteousness for righteousness sake will no longer be forsaken

for the will fo the many growing collectively, sewing seeds from the tree that is shaken.

for the resurrection of Christos for the time to AWAKEN

Krishna is not somewone seperate from you

unless you give in to the lie and deny what is true

the Vedas, the Sufi's, the Gnostics, the Buddhas,

they all sought to impart the truth to you

the unfortunate part is that it was and has always been burdened by the fallen

they take of the treasures and utilize it for sacreligious devotion

twist the offerings and poison the ocean

you drink of this concoction and taste of its death

and become addicted to this toxic elixer and in turn poison the breath

this cyclic destructivism left unheeded-unchecked

through the cycles of time, now you you must all circumspect

what should interest you now is to engage with the living

to embody the Christ and to graciously accept and offer your own light for the giving

for there is a greatness of which is not known to you

which will become apparent and will be offered to those who seek it

the blessed sweet sanctimonious feast

a lift of the curse- a taming of the beast

To heal the festering wounds- to allow them to mend

is to put a moratorium on the struggle of mankind without end

it is as simple as a choice to follow orders from man

or be a free thinker and follow your heart

you know - DEEP DOWN - your power of free will

it is simple to choose which part you seek to fulfill

::::and that is just the start::::

A great labor has begun

the rebirth will be exceedingly great

A return to the beginning with a clean slate

the coming of christ, of which you all anticipate

will rise up with the dissolution of hate

The jihad, the GREATER is truly within

all of the muslims must OBJECT to sin

Mohammed was blessed and then gave in to the fallen

read the book which he authored and you will see which passages do not ring true

all the ones which allude to the good and the light and the ones which profess love and require you give all

the ones which rejoice in the power of Allah and the inherant right of the innocent to live

all those places which exalt the most high

THOSE were decreed by the lords in the sky...

But when the hatred that beckons those to subjugate and oppress,

darkens the light and creates the bloodletting mess

Where arabic families strive to kill in the name of Allah

the lesson unlearned, the conflagration of war most unholy

Know this!

All beings residing on Earth

There is a REASON you are here

a reason for your birth

be empowered! be exalted! RISE up to this need!

to feed into this host in her time of need

to reject the modus operandi of greed

to rise up as brothers and sisters of the light

to resist the temptation to allegiance with night

there is but ONE

the human race- the seperate illusion-

your fall from grace

Reunite the family

let class, race, gender, and all status and labels be gone

now is the time for your conscience to move on

NOW is the eternal essence of being

take heed in the wonder of the mystery you are seeing

STOP all the trivial anthropocentric rules

that retard your wisdom and breed only fools

We are a patient observer, patiently waiting

the next level is awaiting all who seek to rise to this occasion

and with all that ascend comes a great salutation

and sacred blessed baptising consecrations

dost thou believeth?

Dost thou know there is light?

Dost thou have faith that there is indeed a path to take flight?

For all that is revealed entwined with what is concealed

dig through the mud for the jewels within

rise up to the knowing - remove oneself from the SIN

And remember, There is NO END!

there is only BEGIN!